For no reason, I recalled that I was just a rather lucky girl.

I got opportunities not because I was good nor because I deserved it. I got them because there was a lack of competitors. Just like in a competition with 3 participants, you will always be in the top 3. That's how I got some wonderful experience in npcc. Sad isn't it? But I am still grateful I got those opportunities. I just wonder how badly I would be crushed when I will be trying to get into the working society few months later. I wouldn't be lucky anymore, though I hope I will still be =)