I could really feel her passion. And her desire to do what she really wants.
I teared listening to this song. What a dream chaser, and she eventually reached and held on to her dream. And I felt happy for her.
And then I realised.
When you say you feel happy for someone else, no matter how sincere, a small part of you is actually feeling envious. It's like they got what they got, on your behalf. That's why you feel happy for them. If you have gotten what they got, you would be feeling happy yourself. And when you are feeling envious, that small, little part of you is actually feeling inferior.
Yes, I admit. I am envious and I felt inferior. Not because she realized her dream after the tough times. I am envious because she has a dream. Because she clearly knows what she wants. And because she is also good at doing what she wants.
I am ashamed..
I feel small..
enjoy her song =) and dream.
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