soap-and-soup

2012-01-21T18:55:00.001+08:00

Rainbow =D Seeing it makes the day with another argument with bro so much better. Lol

2012-01-06T17:32:00.001+08:00

First lab meeting and I am totally drained. And totally depressed.

So depressed I dreamt about chocolates

2012-01-01T15:29:00.001+08:00

Teddy bear having a sun tan on new year's day =)

2011-12-24T12:13:00.001+08:00

Housebound because of the rain =(

2011-12-18T21:51:00.001+08:00

Saw this.

go to google --> type 'let it snow' --> press enter! let it snow long enough until it makes everything blur, click defrost!! #cheapthrill”

Tried it. And found something new.

You can draw on the frost!
Cheap thrill indeed =)

2011-12-15T14:44:00.001+08:00

Stitches removed! I feel so free! Hahha

2011-12-11T23:45:00.001+08:00

So this feeling that I often mistaken as dispensable, is invisible.

But which is worse? Or maybe both are similar. =)

I like how her voice, or perhaps the way she sings, makes morbid or intense lyrics sounds softer and close to heart. I like comfortable voices. They make me calm.

2011-12-08T13:25:00.001+08:00

Woots! Plucked my wisdom tooth! Wahahaha

2011-12-07T15:49:00.001+08:00

Woah. Found something that sent me smiling straight away.

Saw a Korea mini supermarket in Marina Square! Walking just one round and I found so many familiar food I ate in Korea during my exchange. Really did bring me back to those days... There is even the frozen coffee as ice cream! How I miss it. A pity I am too cold to have it now =( But I bought their version of polky. Hehe

2011-12-01T09:59:00.000+08:00

Ended my mugging life =D woots!

But FYP starts in less than 2 weeks. Such a short break. So I must enjoy!

2011-11-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

Been taking exams for more than a decade. First time I felt so drained halfway through the paper. Overwhelmed.

2011-11-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

Mummy came to my room to give me a hug because she has bathed and is all clean. haha. so much love <3

2011-11-16T22:45:00.001+08:00

For no reason, I recalled that I was just a rather lucky girl.

I got opportunities not because I was good nor because I deserved it. I got them because there was a lack of competitors. Just like in a competition with 3 participants, you will always be in the top 3. That's how I got some wonderful experience in npcc. Sad isn't it? But I am still grateful I got those opportunities. I just wonder how badly I would be crushed when I will be trying to get into the working society few months later. I wouldn't be lucky anymore, though I hope I will still be =)

2011-11-12T20:37:00.001+08:00

"That is the best choice you made at the point when you made your decision."

Overheard someone said this a few years back. I still remembered it cos it made so much sense to me.

Told a friend a similar one hoping it will give her some courage to make some important decisions. But I realized, easier said than done.

If I were to make important decisions, would I remembered what I told her and just decide without regretting?

2011-11-09T21:43:00.001+08:00

I don't believe in working your ass off to prove somebody wrong.

But I will make an effort just to prove to myself that I am right in believing that I can do it.

Just a random thought after reading a friend's blog.

Should I go for lecture tomorrow?

Right, shall decide when I wake up.

2011-11-09T09:55:00.001+08:00

Doreamon cakes! And doreamon keychain =)

2011-11-07T11:09:00.001+08:00

Woken up by the strong chemical smell coming off my hair. Yuck.

2011-11-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

Listen to this lady.

I could really feel her passion. And her desire to do what she really wants.

I teared listening to this song. What a dream chaser, and she eventually reached and held on to her dream. And I felt happy for her.

And then I realised.

When you say you feel happy for someone else, no matter how sincere, a small part of you is actually feeling envious. It's like they got what they got, on your behalf. That's why you feel happy for them. If you have gotten what they got, you would be feeling happy yourself. And when you are feeling envious, that small, little part of you is actually feeling inferior.

Yes, I admit. I am envious and I felt inferior. Not because she realized her dream after the tough times. I am envious because she has a dream. Because she clearly knows what she wants. And because she is also good at doing what she wants.

I am ashamed..
I feel small..

enjoy her song =) and dream.

2011-11-02T22:38:00.002+08:00

I cried to myself last night.

For no apparent reason.

I am amused.

2011-10-27T00:03:00.002+08:00

Been sick for the n-th time this year.

今年犯太岁 is it?

2011-10-19T18:35:00.001+08:00

The playground in my neighbourhood was recently renovated. And I feel sorry for the kids nowadays.

This brand new playground has only slides. Slides after slides after slides. And that is their playground.

I remember playgrounds in my era had so much more to offer. Sand, seesaw, swings. Things you can't find it the modern, colorful playground...

2011-10-14T22:37:00.001+08:00

Some people says "Rather do stupid things (e.g. Ask stupid questions), than do things wrong".

There are also people who says "Rather not do anything than do anything stupid".

Just a thought.

2011-10-12T19:41:00.001+08:00

It's embarrassing enough to know such simple spelling mistake escaped the eyes of all who approved it. But thanks so much for broadcasting this shame like you are so proud of it. Either that, or you are actually gloating over it. I hope you aren't from that school, Mr Tan. Cos if you are, I am more ashamed of you being my school-mate than the mistake my school made.

2011-09-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

It's midnight.

Loving the wind, the red sky and the thought that its going to be a cool and comfy night.

good nights =)

2011-09-26T09:51:00.001+08:00

An attempt to run and my shoe sole came off halfway. What luck.

2011-09-24T00:22:00.001+08:00

0611C gathering @ the usual place, grace's house.

Laughing all over again =D

2011-09-17T17:39:00.001+08:00

Beautiful words:

Love is white. Friendship has no colour, that's why it doesn't change.

2011-09-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

If I was any younger, I will be one of those kids downstairs today. Happily playing with lanterns and candles right now. Screaming while stepping on burning lanterns. Melting rows and rows and candles. Lining and lighting candles into different shapes or words.

But now, I am like 'Piang eh, today not hazy enough for you issit? You know the PSI not?'

hahaha. I am getting old. Perhaps, already old. But then again, I will be finding my young self and polluting the air this coming Thursday too =P

so HAPPY 中秋节 people!

saw this that day. So colourful and pretty. Felt that they were man-made even though they are very nicely made.

Reminded me of how we made our own lantern with egg trays, pomelo skin, plastic bottles and cans when we were in Primary school =)

2011-09-09T17:21:00.001+08:00

Never saw this in Changi airport until today. I like how childhood memories can be found in such commercialized place =)

2011-09-03T19:38:00.002+08:00

Came across a cute song sang by Jayesslee, Bubblegum song. Its a kindergarden song.

But I have never heard of it.

Then I realise why.

Bubblegum is banned in Singapore.. lol

Nice things

2011-09-01T09:34:00.001+08:00

It's always nice to see youngster giving up their seats to elders on the train. But i think it's even nicer to see aunties shifting into the "reserved seats" so young people can take the normal seats =)

Loving long weekends

2011-08-29T12:17:00.001+08:00

It's a really long weekend break this time.

And it's raining every morning.

Shiok-ness of rolling around on my cold bed. Loving it =)

2011-08-01T22:54:00.001+08:00

The end of internship marks a week of break before school starts. Internship was great. Though I didn't socialise well over there. haha. But I have learnt what I needed to learn, and I feel good about it. Though I think I can learn more and do more if I had not been given so much time to slack. But still, I should appreciate those free times, right? Especially when some other interns even have to stay back to do work.

And I learnt more than just science through my internship. I also got to know more about other cultures because the lab group that I join consist of people from everywhere. France, Germany, India, Japan, Vietnam and China. It was interesting listening to them talk over lunch. Interesting stuff:
1) French has a similar coat as tuxedo called smoking jacket.
2) 'borrow' and 'lend' is the same word in German. That is the only thing in this language that is simpler than English
3) In India and Germany, the bride's family gives the gifts to the groom's family and the guy gets the girl. Seems like a total loss on the bride's side yea?
4) Vietnam history. A bit like North and South Korea.
5) Vietnamese eat almost anything. They barbecue gecko live. ohhh. I wouldn't want to imagine.
6) French are really opened-minded. Maybe most Caucasian are. Apparently love life and sex life are different matters. If you asked permission from your bf or gf, you can have sex with other people. But they stressed that not all people/ French are like that. haha.
7) In German education, history lessons also taught them to feel apologetic to others and ashame of their past. At least that's how my colleague feel. Somehow I think it's sad and there is no need to be like this.
8) Japanese politeness. It's a culture, a habit and a teaching that they remain respectful to the other party even though they don't feel good about them etc. I somehow feel its kind of scary because you won't know what they are thinking exactly, yea? But I really admire their ability to stay calm and civilized all the time.
9)For the Caucasians, it's mostly okay for the parents if their children do not get married. But for sure they would like to have grandchildren. I think that applies to Asians too. But the elders probably can't accept skipping part of the process and hence they will rush the young ones to get married quickly. Actually all they wanted was the grandchildren. Make sense?
10) The Caucasians blue and green eyes are really captivating. and I still wonder if they need to match their clothes to their eyes colour.
11) I think there are much more. But I can't seem to remember them. hehe.

And yes. After the internship, I am kind of certain I do not want to do research. Not because I didn't gain interest in science through my internship. I still think science is fascinating somehow. But it's more like I don't feel the passion. I don't feel excited about the process to pursue science. Yea. Not anymore.

2011-07-29T10:49:00.000+08:00

Jun Jie posted up a picture of our camp identity on fb. Brings back lots of memories. The Innuas are leaving comments like "I still have this somewhere" etc. And it feels good. =)

Abigail posted a picture of the bicycle shed that we built a year ago on fb. She recently got back to Cambodia to volunteer again. I feel the sense of satisfaction and proud of our team again. the Team Five peeps are liking the pic. And it feels really good. =)

Memories that we all shared. Laughter, fun, gossips, complains, sweat. I treasured them and I am happy my friends treasured them too. Its a nice feeling =)

Btw, today is my last day of internship! woots!

2011-07-26T11:22:00.001+08:00

Camping was always a happy thing to me since young. I still remembered my very first camp when I was in Primary three. It was a school camp. We got to pitch our tents, cook our meals, get dirty and itchy. But I loved it. It was getting out of my comfort zone, doing so many things for the first time that thrilled me. And I really, really love to cook my maggi mee out of the messtin.

As I grow older, I prefer to stay in my comfort zone more. Campings were easier. Food are catered, we sleep in the sleeping bag and in the classroom with proper roof over our heads, we have really clean toilets and we will never go without bathing and brushing everyday. All is nice, and I still love camping.

Then just recently, my crazy friends suggested camping at Ubin. Since its going to be at Ubin, it's going to be that old-styled dirty camp. I am fine with it. Perfectly fine. As much as I would prefer my bed and toilet, I thought it will be nice to reminisce the camps of the past. My brother was bewildered. He could never understand why I would want to go feed the mosquitoes. lol. But now I can tell him I went for this:

The 1st glimpse

Awesome, yea? We didn't sleep through the night, set off at 4am and hike our way up to Chek Jawa in darkness. Just for this. My first ever successful sunrise. With the beautiful sea, sky, stars, barbecue, chit-chats, and an awesome company =)

2011-07-11T11:12:00.003+08:00

the office is bustling again. But i feel like the world is spinning without me. again. I can't understand myself. why can't I hold a conversation with anyone. Anyone. I mean it. even friends. when we go out in a whole bunch, everyone chatters away but that friend standing beside me is just plain suay. we will definitely have limited conversation and probably no laughter. Unless the person can hold conversation really well. even with people like me.

I realise I have a serious problem when it comes to interaction. Not only that I can't hold conversations, I don't dare to approach people and try talking with them. Not even my cousins whom i can click off with when we were younger. and therefore I know the sales line is definitely out for me. i love to make friends. But I realise I am also tired of forming friendships with strangers. Sometimes I am convince that certain friendship won't last. If being friends on fb for eternity is the outcome of all the awesome fun we had for the few days or few weeks, I don't think there is friendship between us to being with. And thats the reason for the distance i had with the fellow lab ppl. And i know its all my fault. I don't make effort to form friendship. Nor did i put in effort to preserve the fresh friendship formed.

I am not friendly. I don't wave to people I just gt to know when i see them on along the corridors again. Mainly because i thought i would be forgotten. Partly because if there is nothing more to just waving, its rather pointless. Though i would be very happy and would sincerely smile back brightly if they initiate to greet. At least i know i am not forgotten.

There is this tricky thing that i can't seem to cross over when it comes to people. I am actually a talkative person and rather loud too. Ask my friends, they can vouch for that. But i really wonder why it's difficult sometimes and how I can change myself and be more proactive.

2011-07-06T19:10:00.002+08:00

I only told one lab guy about me having a cousin who works in the same place as I am now. Well I waved to my cousin while we head for lunch and he asked me. My mentor also knows about my cousin working there because I asked for a longer lunch time since I am meeting my cousin for lunch.

As of today,I know at least four people in the lab knew I have a cousin working there too. I have only been here for slightly more than a month. Amazing. Now I know why office politics are so scary. One girl even know exactly who my cousin is. Like, cool.

Such uninteresting information like who Is related to who in such an uninteresting way can actually be something they will tell others. Lol. Not like it's some scandalous couple. Not like it's any juicy gossips. Imagine if it's a good bitchy gossip. Woo-oh. Haha.

I am not upset that they tell others of what I told them. I mean it's no big deal really. I am just so amaze. A couple of my friends doing intern with me also know the presence of my cousin working in the same place as us. But I don't think they will tell anyone about it or even have a chance to let people know this. I mean, what conversation topic will actually lead to them mentioning on this piece of worthless information? What will cause them to say "oh, py has a cousin working here......." I just can't understand the slightly older people's mind, ya? Or is it hard to understand the mind of people cooped up in office? Lol.

2011-06-17T21:21:00.002+08:00

I have the power to make conversations cease to exist. and I don't like it, even a bit.

2011-06-15T23:16:00.002+08:00

my colleagues went partying after they met up with their ex-colleague 2days ago. As some of them can dance really well, one of my other colleague was envious of them. He randomly ask them to teach him dancing. Apparently these good dancers never really learn dancing before. It just got into them when the music starts. Envious yea? i was envious of such people too. Then they said ' just relax'. haha. its just so easy for them. relax and your body will move. I can never do that. perhaps they are right. just that, i guess i can never relax myself in that situation. lack of confidence or fear for embarrassment, whatever it is.. I don't think i can relax till that extend in front of people i know. This leads me to think. are we too conscious about ourselves and how people think of us? Then i remembered the little kids in Cambodia, aged around ten or younger than ten. In broad daylight with just music, they can dance and shake like they are in a club. woah. Probably my colleagues are right. Just relax. These kids may be poor and unfortunate. but leading a simpler life might be the reason why they are able to relax. I mean, we stress over different things. they worry about meals and so on, but enjoy school and life. We never worry about tomorrow but we face competition everyday. with our peers or with ourselves. we got tensed up,trying very hard to be prim and proper in every aspect. trying to be 'good'. and then we never get to relax ourselves when people are around... guess the only time that i relax is when i sleep or when i am in the shower. cos thats when i am alone. lols. i shall dance in shower then =P

2011-06-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

I wouldn't consider myself as a kpop enthusiast or a crazy fan over kpop. But yea, I am into kpop. I enjoy their songs, dramas and best of all, their variety shows. While I was loading some korean variety show, i chance upon one of their music show, inkigayo. I had never 追 their music show before. only random youtube hopping and listening to songs of singers that i know. Then i heard this song. It was a song that i kept hearing on the streets when i was in korea. Loved the song, but i never knew what song it is or who sang it. I assume it was this singer that i know, but i never get to confirm. Until i decided to watch inkigayo, which i never had the interest in watching before. Fate or whatever, i am just happy to be able to replay it over and over again on youtube =)

2011-06-01T17:11:00.003+08:00

backed from Taiwan! This is my first trip that we planned but not very throughly and hence met with many unexpected yet interesting and pretty things. I like going on trips and getting lost =)

List of nice, weird, interesting, lucky things
1) even unit numbers are on one side of the street and odd unit numbers are across the road. Found that out while asking for directions. really helpful information for us.
2) ate 蛋黄面 while we were lost in gaoxiong. really really delicious.
3) on the bus ride to kenting, the driver helped us find our accommodation while we were all asleep. lols. Snorkeling at kenting!!!! and banana boat. really shiok! and seafood dinner =)
4) ate really nice sandwiches and noodle. thanks to the recommendation from our landlord lady. hehe.
5)climbed yang ming san despite the drizzle and saw rainbow! i want to climb to the really top of yang ming san next time =)
6)went to wu fen pu despite the rain and strong wind. they say typhoon will hit in these few days. char and ly's umbralla flipped up into a trumpet. lols
7)got ourselves locked in the room for the whole night and whole morning because we left the key outside. landlord lady off-ed her phone and we sticked a note out of the door to call for help. lols. eventually called andy for his help. hais. embarassing yet hilarious.
8)highly discounted items cos of the rain and little customers. 真的赚到了. hehe.
9)fire at xi men ding. didn't saw the fire but saw the fire engine and the blackout for the rest of the street.
10)dazzling cafe is so popular that you must reserve or wait for hours to get a seat. and you can only dine in for 90 minutes. But really nice deco and nice food. the waiter is rather good looking too. lols.
11) kiap kiap doll is so fun. lols. you can ask the person to help you re-adjsut the doll everytime you miss kiap-ing it and they will tell you the trick to get the doll. so good. key thing is to push it down and not kiap it up.
12) wanted to go jiufen but took a wrong train and travel all the way to hualian. But the bus conductor is super nice. didn't charge us and arrange for us to board another train back. told us alots of stories and we saw pretty sceneries along the way.
13)shopped for 土产 in dan shui and finally ate our hua zhi. nice!
14) went to liu fu chun for free!!!!
15) board the same taxi with 2 singaporeans. ride a same ride in the amusement park with another 2 singapreans. its really easy to identify singaporeans. lols.
16)didnt ride大怒神 since its under maintenance. such a pity. but rode on 笑傲飞鹰 for 3 times since here aren't much people. really shiok ride. superbly fast. if only we got the sit in the front seats.
17) last min shopping in ximen ding. ate ah zhong main xian. really good eh. lols.
18) met a young a mei zu guy selling stuff. interesting.

i wan to go to taiwan again!

2011-06-01T17:06:00.002+08:00

可能我是家里的老幺，我好像不太会照顾别人。对别人不太敏感，不太会替别人找想。。。

2011-05-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

Creating a page on facebook is all that easy ya? Saw a page on being against xenophobia in Singagpore and had an immediate urge to like it. I scroll down and read comments and discussions and thought, what is the purpose of me liking this page. Create awareness and let people know there is such a problem. really? and then? In many discussions, there is this girl who actively, and I must say rather aggressively, defending the interest of that page. I can understand why she acts that way. Being away from home, she might be able to feel for the foreigners here. But does arguing with people and trying so hard to make them stand on our side or change their opinion really makes a difference? Being away from home, that is probably the best she could do. But what about us? By liking the page and letting my friends see it on their news feeds and them liking it and letting their friends see it on their news feeds and blah blah blah, would there be a difference? Really, i mean, these people who are really against squeezing in the same MRT with foreigners (which i think they are ridiculous. like their armpits smell nicer than the FTs meh.) will still be against that idea even if u argue until daybreak with them. Arguing with them or trying to change their opinion should not be the aim. Many Singaporeans know they are xenophobic. they know they dislike foreigners on our land, they know they particularly dislike a certain group of FTs. So what if they know? They just continue to bitch and complain. Creating awareness is still not enough. It's should be about how to help them overcome xenophobia and their dislike, how to make them embrace and accept the others. isn't it? But being an unambitious and apathetic gen Y, I have no vision on creating any change that impact the world or even this small red dot on the globe. So whats said above is all crap, yea?

2011-05-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

ran and sweated =)

2011-04-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

Reading a friend's blog made me feel like blogging too. Saw her other post at the sidebar and the only thing that caught my eye was 'Internship'. Yes, internship. Being a year 3 bioscience student, I am anxious about getting a internship. Like her, I got a reply from a Prof and went to meet the prof. And like her, things didnt go as we wished. The meeting with the Prof was fine, in fact it was great for her. However, the HR side was not as kind as the Profs. She didnt get a email from the HR which promised to contact her. While on my side, i got no reply after sending the HR the relevant documents. Yea, the HR needs time. I have been convincing myself on that for some time. But somehow part of me accepts that this is the end for that internship. So much of discussion and understanding their projects. What a wasted trip especially since I was lost and going in circles around NUS in heels.

Then I learnt the hard truth about biosciences undergrads. It's difficult to get a job after we graduate which is to say we are not the group that companies sought after. Unless we further study or we are really damn smart. So I came to a conclusion: what the hell am i doing sciences? I have been doing science and bio ever since I am in sec 3. And i am convince bio is the only thing i can understand. And being in NTU proves me to be totally wrong. Seems like there is nothing i am good or at least not bad at. So what's in future for me? Siew meng isn't wrong. At the point of time when i chose to be in bio science, it was the best decision. But knowing that regretting doesn't help, still doesn't help at all. I don't regret choosing this course. There was no other course I can do or dare try to do. Plus, there was no other courses that wants me anyway. So what now? well, i guess for the long term wise, time will tell me what will happen. In the mean time, i will still try internship although its kind of late to find one now.

By the way, I tried treading eyebrows with the Uni girls. No way am i going to tread ever again. It's so painful i teared. I still prefer the traditional plucking and i will go back to where i usually do my brows. haha. but the rest of them have such high tolerance level. some felt pain but bearable. Wanting even felt no pain and wants to tread the whole face next time. cool.

2011-02-16T20:59:00.004+08:00

I have nothing to blog about. Does it mean my life is uninteresting? I need a change. Where should I start from? I am starting to lose interactive skills. Not that i can interact with people well before this. But i don't know what to talk about with my friends. Being away for 4 months alienates me hur? hmm...

2010-11-09T13:53:00.006+08:00

wow. Its been more than a month since i update my interesting life in Korea. haha. too much fun = too busy to blog. lol

Had a wonderful birthday yesterday. It's a rather sad thing to have to have your 21st birthday away from home. I mean i feel sad just thinking about it. No hugs from my parents, no celebration with all the cliques, no this no that. But my 21st birthday away from home in korea is an amazing one. all thanks to the awesome people who came to korea together with me and thanks to fb. haha. received much love from all the friends through fb. G-Group even made a video for me. and its so funny even with so many un-glam photos of me. loved the NGs. didn't realised i have so many nicknames =) and the uni girls. they are so sweet. got Joanne to help them buy sunflowers for me. they are really pretty. really appreciate their efforts and thanks to Joanne for liasing =) and the 5 friends who came to korea as well gave me a really present surprise. had a good lunch and super nice cake. their candles are so long and thin. whats more, there are matches included to light the candles. how thoughtful.

with all the pressie =)

Went to Gyeong-ju again for the weekend right before my birthday. the leaves are all red and golden! so beautiful.

Oh ya. a couple of weeks ago we went to the Busan Firework Festival. it was said that this year's is the most elaborate one out of the past 6 years. Heard that it will be really really many many people. so being singaporeans, our kaisu-ism brought us some space on the beach where we can sit comfortably to watch the whole thing while thousands others stand by the roadsides, blocked by the police and volunteers and squashed by public. the sight of the many people i that area was really scary. when we got out of the beach to the toilet, we almost couldnt make it back to our seats. firstly, there is too much people to walk through. secondly, there is too much people to see where the space we fought for actually is.

But all is worth it. the fireworks is really awesome. I have never seen so much variety of fireworks. there are those kinds that goes in spiral, those that after blooming, the sparks from chains of caterpillars crawling down the sky, those with really good colour combi and i totally love how the fireworks left traces on the sky =)

2010-09-26T23:05:00.004+08:00

Back from Seoul! Totally enjoying life =) Compared to Busan, Seoul is definitely more crowded and more city-like. Food are more expensive too. Its really a good place to play but somehow I still prefer the slow pace and peaceful busan.

The first day we arrived in Seoul was horrible. The rain is so heavy we were totally soaked when we reached the hotel. Couldn't really get out of the hotel so the 1st day was kind of wasted. Went to Lotte World the very next day. Totally AWESOME! haha. some of their rides are shockingly good man. there is this gyro drop that just plunge down from a really high height and ended in a second. haha. Its really high and when it drops down, the people within a few meters away can few a strong sudden gush of wind. all created by the sudden plunge. And this is not the best. the best is the gyro swing. its a big scale viking but instead of a boat, its a rotating circle. At each seat there is a shield for your face. We were still making fun of it until we completed the ride. The face shield is really essential. even with the shield i can still feel the strong wind resistance. Without it, i think our face will get distorted after the ride. The next best ride is the rollercoster Atlantis. Super duper fast sia. I was still talking to roomie and it just suddenly zoom off. Woah. the speed is really unbelievable. shiok sia. Love the trill

Visited a few other attraction spots. Dongdaemun is really a wonderful shopping heaven. it opens through the night until 4-5am. cool~ and the amount of things to shop is even cooler. but i guess i am too old for this. damn shag after 2+am. lol. Went to find the coffee prince shop too. disappointment. the whole place is badly maintained and when someone lead us the way to the shop, we couldn't even recognise it as the nice, clean shop we see in the drama. It was kind of buried under the creeping plants. the interior is quite nice though. the big flower painting is still there. the drawings on the windows are also there. But you can't take pictures until you have ordered something. and each person must order 1 thing before you can enter i.e. you can't share, not even a piece of cake. Well, i understand this is to prevent people from taking pictures and just leave. It is afterall a cafe opened up for business, not tourism spot. But 1 order each is a little too strict i think. and their coffee aren't exactly cheap either

we went to other amazing places like N Seoul Tower, Palace, da chang jin theme park etc. lazy to blog since its already so overdued (nov now =P). and lazy to dig and uplaod pics too =)

2010-09-18T22:37:00.009+08:00

HyunJung took us out for lunch today. And i only realise zha-jiang-mian is not a korean dish. Its a chinese dish. Korean dramas misled me sia. haha. And we ate sweet sour pork with the mee. Wah, so nice to taste something we can see in Singapore. lol. And we got our phones! woots man. free phone, good plan and no early termination fee =)

Went to Taejongdae Park today. Never expected it to be so beautiful. Its a huge place and there are many climbing of slopes. But all is worth it for the awesome view. Went to some pebbles beach and did something really awful. We vandalised on the pebbles with our names, our friend's names etc. lol. Things we can't or will not do in Singapore, we do it here. lol. heimui and joanne even vandalised on huge rocks that cant be moved away. haha. bad people. Hais.. and i missed out falcons of all my cliques.. Then we went to climb some cliff. Its a little scary, like you are at the edge of the cliff and u can see the sea right below you. But actually there are more and more rocks below and you can never really reach the very edge. Wonderful experience and really magnificent view from there. Its something you will never see in Singapore. And the pictures we took from there look so fake. Its too beautiful that it doesn't seems real. Then we went over some smaller cliff to this other pebbles beach. nice place. peaceful and serene. you can hear the cling-ing sound as the little pebbles roll over each other when the waves bring them down while residing back into the sea. lovely music. Now i know why there are people who climb so much to read a book on the pebbles beach. Alright, enjoy the pictures =)

we vandalised..

2010-09-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

We gym-ed! For 3 consecutive days . how wonderful =DD So proud of ourselves. Hope that this passion will go on for a long time, else I will go back to Singapore as a fat girl. We have eaten a lot here. I don't usually eat breakfast, but they serve rice for breakfast everyday. But well, of course I didn't eat the rice. It's too much. But i still eat other dishes for breakfast. hais. no wonder i am gaining weight. And I am surprise how the Korean girls are all so slim when they eat so much everyday. Kimchi helps somehow i guess =) But we noticed that they are very health conscious too. Everything they eat are labelled with the amount calories. Even a pack of sandwich, a cup of coffee or a pack of crackers. Makes me super self-conscious too. I will sometimes compare the amount of calories before I decide what to buy. I don't really like this, but i guess it's still good to be healthy =)

Free lunch on tuesday. A treat from the International office. Loved it. There's pizza and fried chicken. wahaha. Shiok sia. hehe. The other exchange students left early so we help to clean up. Was kind of feeling good since we stayed to help out until I realised we are more of a trouble than help. Back in Singapore, cleaning up after a meal was easy. We just dump everything into the plastic bag and throw it away. But here, they need to separate food waste from other dispose. So our poor buddy had to open up the rubbish that we all just dump into the box and re-categorised them. Haha. Seems like we are still creating trouble after being here for nearly 20 days.

Had a lab session on Wednesday. We were supposed to make a media to culture plants. Since the lab is small, we went in in groups of 5 to 6 students. It turned out that most of the procedures were done by the lab technician, we just stand by and listen to the explanation. And because there is a need to autoclave the mixture before we add in more things, and because there is waiting time for the autoclaving, the lab tech did the autoclave and adding of chemicals for us so we don't need to wait and could end class. Waoh. how slack, how great =DDD hehe. But I would be happier if we can do these ourselves. I never tried it before...

Slept in class again and the prof noticed me. sian. why is the class size so small??? I shall sleep more to prevent myself from dozing off in class, though i have been sleeping a lot lately. So much that i am feeling guilty because my roomie couldn't sleep much since her korean language class is quite demanding. Happy that she is learning alot, but hope she can rest well. And i am relived i drop the korean language class =P

2010-09-13T21:21:00.007+08:00

It was a fruitful weekend. Since the weather forecast predicted that it will be a rainy Saturday, we decided to go for a movie. Well the forecast wasn't exactly accurate, but we still went ahead with movie =) Good thing we've got my roomie. She is almost a Korean after all her intensive Korean lessons. Haha. Anyway, watched 'Killers" and it's really quite funny. Heard that if you go very early in the morning, the tickets are half-priced! But I don't think we can ever wake up early enough to try it. hehe. And I still prefer Cathay's cinema.

After the movie we went shopping as usual since we are already at Nampo-dong. Hias.. There goes my money..

And on Sunday, we went to the beach again!!! Woohoo! This time with my camera full of battery. wahahah. Nice weather. Not too sunny, no rain, but lots of wind. haha. A good cam-whore session.

Art of my roomie: Siew Meng

strong waves due to strong wind

Then we went to the Aquarium. Interesting place.

car as fish tank. how cool is that.

completely mesmerized by jellyfishes.
all of them floats in an anticlockwise circular motion. interesting.
simply gorgeous.
how huge can crabs be? Amazing

That's how otters sleep. so adorable. Its like they are dead. haha
soft-shell tortoise. Wonder if it can be eaten with the shell.. hmm...
cute cute penguins! there's even a mirror in their area for them. That's how much Koreans take care of their appearance. Mirrors everywhere. Maybe Singapore should have full length mirrors around too =)

Cheese ramyeon! yummy.

After the aquarium, we went to Centum City. Its where this really grand department store is. And its just beside Lotte, another rather grand departmental store. luckily never spend money there except for our usual baskin robins =)

2010-09-10T23:13:00.005+08:00

Busy day today even though we only had 2 classes. Went out early in the morning to collect our alien card. Its actually the foreigner card and it can do wonders in Korea. Without the card, you can't open bank account to deposit all your fortune and need to carry around S$2000 worth of cash everywhere you go. Without the card, you also can't apply a phone and have to stick close to your friends in case you got lost in the foreign land. And so we are damn happy to have received the alien card! Although we are labeled as aliens..

Went to create a bank account and the stupid ATM only allow us to withdraw a certain amount (around S$1000) at one time, in fact it's S$1000 in one day, from our Singapore account. But in any case, I would like to withdraw more because everytime I withdraw from POSB, there is a admin fee of $5. Not very willing to pay $5 for a few times lah. In any case, we got a bank account and paid the hostel fee. Finally sia. haha. And I withdrawn from the Korean Language class successfully =) hehe.

It's not very easy to communicate with Koreans in English here. But it's quite interesting. And its very helpful to have Korean friends who knows abit of English and international friends who sspeaks a little korean. haha. That's how we managed to get a phone and a plan that is suitable for us. And I must say, Koreans are really patient and nice. Even though we can't understand each other well, they really try their best to help us. Making calls to other people to check on things for us, repeating over and over again even when we can never understand, trying to use many different ways to express themselves so we can get what they are trying to say, and even greet us goodbye when we leave their shops emptyhanded after bothering them for quite some time. I like the people here =)

Found something interesting today. On the desk infront of the bank in school which is meant for people to filled up forms, I found something interesting. They are really really considerate.

There are reading glasses provided! cool sia. haha.

Weather forecast says it's going to rain heavily tomorrow, which is a Saturday, and I hope it's wrong. Please make a wrong judgement for this one.

2010-09-09T21:57:00.003+08:00

Went for Korean Language class on Tuesday. wah lao. Super stress lor. The teacher teach korean in korean. lol. Wanted to cry sia. How am i going to understand? But they teach with exaggerated actions and sound effects so that we can understand better. It was damn funny looking at them teach. But I really appreciate their efforts. I think they are more tired than us after class even though they changed teacher after 2 hours but we stay put to learn for 4 hours straight. My classmates are damn fast learners. I really wonder how they can recognise the words so fast. Whenever it is my turn to read a string of words, I got stuck at every word. Must try so hard to recall before I can mouth the words out. Sian.. And since korean language class is 4 hours every weekday , I will missed quite a bit of lessons because my core modules clashes with the language class. Then I guess I will never be able to catch up with the class. I can imagine myself lost and stressed up in every lesson. Was contemplating a lot on whether to drop the language course until I had this perfect reason to drop. lol. It seems more like an excuse now. Well, one of our prof for core modules would prefer to teach us separately from the class because if the classes are conducted in English,it would be difficult for the Korean students to learn. So we decided another timing to meet him for 'private' lessons (he is really nice to spare another 2 hours of his time for us). And the timing clashes with the language class too. So i had even lesser time for language class and I bet I couldn't learn fast enough. Hyung jung thinks it a pity to give up, and I kind of feel ashame of myself to give up so easily. But then again... Hais. Don't care le. Haven't even talk to the teacher yet. Shall see how.

Went to the orientation party of the genetic engineering faculty just now. I never thought it would be a drinking session outside school. They said 6pm at the school lobby and I assume its just some dinner-cum-mixing-around session like our lunch meet in SBS. But we ended up drinking soju at some place outside school. Koreans are really friendly people. I was still worried about interacting with new people, but they initiate conversations all the time and you never need to worry that there would be awkward moments. It feels good. And its so cool that their professor even joined them for the drinking session. so nice of them. And koreans really drink a lot. They drink one shot for every single reason. One shot for the first drink that everyone drink, one shot when new people join in the group, one shot when they are people in you group feeling sad, one shot when u made mistakes, one shot when you lose a game. I don't know how many one shot I drank (5 to 6?), but it really tested my alcohol limits. Good think that I am still somber and didnt lose my sanity. They even went for second round, but we decided to go back to the dorm. Lucky sia. If we go for second round, I sure die. lol.

We are going to get our alien card tomorrow! yea yea!That means we can go and open a bank ccount and don't need to carry so much cash around and we can apply for a phone! woohoo.

2010-09-06T22:41:00.008+08:00

New week started. Went for all the classes today. I am a good student, yea? But even when the class size is so small (around 20 student?) and I thought I wouldn't dare to doze off, I still fell alseep. Hais.. And I am pretty sure the professor saw me in action. Sian. But the lecturer was really slow when he teach. I believe it's because the lesson is conducted in English and so he needs to slow down, for the students and for himself to prepare what he wants to say. And partly because he is old. hehe. Then again, I like this professor. He has a rather peculiar sense of humour. The first lesson we had with him, he made us stayed back to chat with us, I don't know for what though. While we talked about our major in NTU, the conversation automatically got linked to DNA and guess what? He suddenly pluck out his hair to demostrate that DNA is not a living thing. I tried so hard to hold back my laughter man.

Supposed to go for Korean class today. But apparently it was an assessment day. Since I know nuts about hangul except for molla (meaning: don't know), she just ask me to come straight for the basic class tomorrow. While waiting for my two other friends to finish their assessment, I made a few international friends. I am kind of happy Singaporeans are bilingual. Many of them including Koreans are envious of the fact that we can speak both languages well. And because we always speak Madarin, we are always mistaken as Chinese from China or Taiwanese.

Anyway, we went to jalan jalan yesterday. Went to so many places and got disappointed for so many times. First we went to Nampo-dong, again, for like the 4th time? Because the guys say there was this very nice fountain in the newly built Lotte mart and it's worth going down to take a look. But we cant event find the newly built Lotte mart. Not wanting to go all the way to Nampo-dong just to eat Baskin Robins, we decided to go PIFF square. I don't know what is the attraction there but apparently there was nothing much for us to see or shop. Most of the shops are closed and I supposed they close on Sundays. But fortunately we saw something worth taking pictures of in the Lotte department store at Nampo-dong =)

Pretty? They are all cut out from stainless steel. Cool man.

Then we went to Busan station, leaving there feeling like we were fooled. Yes, Eric did warn us that there weren't much in Busan Station. But Since Shanghai street and foreigners market were both featured in the tourist guide, we thought it's worth a try. But we were wrong. This is the Shanghai street we saw.

Well, I guess it's a Sunday thing. Some markets aren't open on Sundays. It's just that we didn't plan enough or research enough.

After so much disappointment, we still decided to go to Pusan National University and try our luck. Afterall, we are already outside. It was much more decent there. Once we enter the streets we can immediately see the crowd. Wonderful. But it took us quite some time before we found some good shops to shop. They are all in the little alleys and it's all a maze. But definitely a good place to walk and shop around =) Saw this at PNU station =D

2010-09-04T21:23:00.008+08:00

It's finally weekends and we can go out to play! haha. Not like we didn't play and hang out during school days but still, it's weekends =P In fact, we aren't really good students for the first 3 days of school. We skipped a couple of lessons but we good reasons. The first one was because we were doing course registration with Mr son and missed the lesson. The second one is because we haven't registered for the course and the lesson is in another campus (need to take bus or subway) and we were hungry. lol. And we entered a wrong classroom for one of our lessons. Totally not our fault because they changed the venue but it was not reflected on the book. The prof talked for about an hour in Korean and we didn't want to interrupt the class and we were wondering what Physics law is the SQR3 system and what it has got to do with skim milk. Until the end of the lesson then we realised that it was an English class teaching the students reading skills. SQR3 = Survey, Question, Read. ... ... well, The rest of the lessons are all fine. Overall, the lecturers are all very welcoming to foreigner students. And the students doesn't seem very upset that the class must be conducted in English because of us when the lecturer can teach in Korean, althought it should be conducted in English. But I bet they would be happier without us in the class. hehe

Went to Jalgachi Fish Market on Thursday. It was an eye-opener for me. I thought fish market were usually closed at night, or at least left with very little things to sell. But there are still many stalls with loads of seafood. It's a pity we went there with a full stomach. We could have eaten their barbecue seafood fresh or maybe even sashimi. Although I don't like raw food, I kind of want to try their raw octopus. I heard it is hard to swallow because it might suck onto your throat. cool sia. And their octopus can be really gigantic!

Oh, and it really quite nice to shop near the Fish market. I think the area is called Gukje Market. T-shirts can be as cheap as 5000 won (S$5-7). And there are really a lot of roadside stalls. We didnt try anything though. But we did quite a little of shopping =P

Saw a lot of these kind of streets in Korea. This is taken in the Gukje market.

I don't know why, but i really like looking at these kind of streets with colourful signboards sticking out. Its something you would never see in Singapore and it just gives me a cosy, at-home feeling.

I realised that although it may be fun to explore by ourselves, getting lost and discovering interesting things along the way, its still a good thing that we have local friends who can introduce us to things we will never find out on our own. Got introduced at this eating place which is really good and unique. And it is located at this corner, hidden behind all other vibrant looking restaurants. Really lucky to have bump into them while we are looking for food.

Went to Haeundae Beach today. Its really beautiful. But dumb me. My camera went out of battery and i only took like 2 pictures?! Hais... Its really nice. we saw this island that can appear as 5 or 6 islands depending on the tides. But no matter how i counted, there is only 4. Its really hot today, but the sea water is cold. How i wish we brought clothes to change so i could dip into the water...

2010-08-31T23:46:00.000+08:00

4th day in korea and I am settling down well. The weather is still warm and we are hoping fall will come soon. Real soon.

For the first 2 days, we lived in this apartment that Mr Son found. It looks really great when we enter the room. It uses password, its clean, it has fridge, stove and even washing machine. There is even a second storey to it! But, the lamps were spoilt and the air-conditioning isn't working. What is this man. When we solved the air-con problem, the lights in the toilet starts to flicker... It was a fortunate thing that we only have to live there for 2 nights. In any case, it was a fun 2 days and nights with much roaming around in the streets, exploring how to communicate with Koreans, troubling the buddies with weird questions and getting culture shocked-s.

We moved into the dormitory on the 30th. If NTU is built on a hill, Dong-A University must be constructed on a mountain. Its amazing how steep a road in Dong-A can be. In fact, some of the streets in Hadan are very steep too. Its really stunning to see that cars can actually be parked on such roads.

We had a really hard time towing our luggage up the super steep and super long slope to the dorms. I really wonder if we can get down safely when we move out of the dorm 4 months later.

Their dorms are really good. With air-con, fan, toilet in the room, standing rack etc. I like it. But sian, have to wash toilets... and it seems like there are very little interaction between neighbours since we always closes our door for the air-con and we don't move around the corridor a lot as the toilet is in the room. We don't hang our clothes out to sun here. There is a standing clothes rack at the corridor. So its really hard to dry the clothes since there is no way the sun can come into the corridors.

We are really trouble-makers here and super attract attention. haha. Every time we enter a shop to eat or buy things, all eyes seems to be on us. I really wonder why. And because we always troubled our buddies, we decided to do things by ourselves for once. So we went to make our foreigner card by ourselves. Then we realised we can't create a bank account without a passport (passport is with the immigration office to make the alien card). Without a bank account, we can't pay school fees... Hais.. No wonder Mr son has the 'sian' look when he sees us. And actually the school will help us make the alien card, but we are too efficient. lol.

Oh ya. We went to Busan Tower that day. Couldn't take many pictures since my camera went out of battery... sad.

Day-View

Night-View

There are many old folks around Busan Tower. I wonder why. For the fresh air?

From the observatory level of the tower. It would be nice if it was open-aired..

I forgot from where..

2010-08-15T12:45:00.002+08:00

About 2 more weeks and I will be gone! wahaha. Excited excited~~ never loved counting down except this one =)

But I just got to learn that i might not get to see snow while am in korea. In fact, its highly unlikely that i will see it. what is this man. hais...

2010-02-01T23:34:00.005+08:00

I still remember we played this game in camp. The game where we are to arrange ourselves according to our birth dates without speaking and have to put our hands behind our backs. And I still remember what the instructor said after the game. She said there were 3 or 4 types (I forgot it is 3 or 4 types) of team players. They are the follower, player and leader (I don't know if there is a bo chap one). The follower is someone who will let others know their birthdate, follows where others signal him to go and do nothing else. A player is someone who actively finds out others birth date, share his birth date, finds his position and do nothing else. A leader is someone who finds out others birth date, share his birth date, finds his position, and finds other people's positions. I immediately identify myself as a player and I was happy about it. At least I have some initiative, lol. Indeed. I was only a player. Never was I sucessfully trained to be a leader. And never had I done a good job as a leader before. There is this reluntance in me to even try now..

=) went for YEC chalet the last weekends. No amazing attendance, no amazing programme, but amazingly lots of fun. I had so much fun laughing at hanhui playing taboo. He was hilarilous!! His actions, descriptions and everything is just so funny. what link what link? aiya earthlink lah. L-O-L!! And i had so much fun playing like a kid at the playground. Climbing on ropes, walking down slides, sliding on cardboard, swinging and all. I finally know how to really play a swing at the age of 21 man. haha. flying high without anyone pushing from the back. so happy. And among all of us, only teowpoo knows the trick to swing. haha. And i had so much fun eating fried food when we are supposed to bbq. And i had so much fun eating luxury food at a chalet. A pity I didnt even get to taste the unagi.

Next week i am going to learn about feng shui architecture! so excited =D
Phew, finally completed a blog post after so long. everytime i tried to type, i will end up stopping halfway and give up typing. lol

2009-09-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

haha. I must blog this despite having the scary 202 tutorial to complete. The proposal is so damn funny. I must really thank huixian for organising this movie trip. haven sen them for ages and finally a successful outing with them. Too bad i couldn't eat dinner with them and must eat hotdog pitifully, and alone. sad man. But the movie was really worth watching. Been ages since i laugh so hard in the cinema. I hardly wath movie with this clique, but all movies i watch with them seems to be really funny movies that i enjoyed a lot. haha. And i finally got to complain to them! haha. Actually there wasn't much any thing to complain. but i just want to talk to someone about the groupworks that i have now. They will be the best people to talk to since they gt no direct or indirect relationship with my groupmates. lol! I can't wait for exams to be over and hang out with them again. haha.

I was daydreaming today and realised i should really enjoy myself and do what i want to do before i graduate. there's so much i want to do! Learn diving, get culture shocked, learn so real skating skills, learn hip hop dance or ballroom dance, do bungee jump, try sky diving, play roller coster in taiwan, do some really cool handicrafts or DIY stuff, learn to play drums, etc. lol. i guess some i will never get to do it or will never dare to learn. but whatever lah. i should just enjoy. hahaha

2009-06-19T13:25:00.002+08:00

The skating job have not reply the schdule to me. Gosh. Does it mean i didnt get any session for this week? Or that he missed out my email? Hais, so uncertain.

A really fruitful week this week. I went for the orientation for that skating job with Dap. 2 full days babysitting man. Damn tiring. No wonder Dap is not interested at all to continue. But we did manage to learn a little on skating during the orientation. Fun man. i must master braking on the slope. haha. And i also managed to go out with fang, sophia and esther. woah. After so many postponing, we finally manage to meet. hahaha. and instead to k boxing, we went to play lan. woohoo. i didnt know it could be so fun and exciting. haha. Though most of the time i just follow sophia and shoot anyhow. I really wonder how she knows where to go. lol. And i hear a lot of relationship stuff from them. so interesting lah. lol. Shopping with shufanf was rather efficient. I never knew she can be so decisive. haha. And i went to get my pay but they told me they cant find my cheque!!! WHAT?? hais. But its a good thing cos they will help me deposit. haha. Pls do it soon man. i am penniless. lol. And and and, i went to see the dentist yesterday! wahhaha. finally lah. But it cost me like $38.60!! no wonder i am penniless. but i feel so clean lah. haha. And i am so happy ain did almost everything for the FOC briefing sheet man. I wonder why she must do that. We could have split. But probably she feels guilty for missing both days of canvassing and might miss senior camp too. well if that makes her feel better..

Today shall be a stay at home day. Got to spend sometime and take a look at my course registration stuff. And i need to do my part to vet those briefing sheets that darling ain did. lol. But i still gt aerobics later and family dinner.. i can see my money flying away again....

Next week is going to be a slack week again.

2009-06-11T13:33:00.002+08:00

I am so damn free again this week. But i am happier despite the dislike for boredom and aimless feeling. Because... free = no appointments = never go out = never spend money = less poor =DDD. i am so looking forward to my expenditure list at the end of this month. Should be so so so much lesser than last month and shouldn't be overspent =). Then I will feel less guilty for being jobless. hehe. Anyway this week is not really that free that i stayed or will stay at home 24/7 for the whole week. Have been going a couple of places with minimal expenditure. Take for example playing tennis on Tuesday. Thanks to generous and richer people, i didnt pay a single cent for the expensive tennis balls and the expensive court. lol. Feeling guity le. I shall volunteer to pay for the cheaper popular tennis balls or the day time price of the court. lol. And i went to swim yesterday. Supposedly to swim in yishun complex and i will need to pay for the entry fee. But i met shufang and weiyu in the bus stop. They are going swimming too. so coincidental, yea? and they are swimming in fang's ex-condo. so its free!!! haha.

Going buffet later. Sakae buffet in a room to ourselves. how cool rite? Will have to spend, but i am happy. had the craving for sushi for a while le. and its a celebration for zoelyn 21st! i loved birthday celebrations, apart from the brain-craking decision on what to buy as a gift. haha. Birthday celebration is always a good time for gatherings, fun and laughter =). easier to organise also, cos no one will turn down a birthday celebration invitation unless they really really aren't free. If its a normal gathering, people might not go if they are tired etc. and its easier to postpone normal gatherings too, so it may turn out such that the gathering is never fulfilled. lol. always happens to me. haha.

2009-05-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

Gosh!! i must have looked old.. At least older than my age? sigh. The kids i took for the LDR walking trail guessed my age as 22. One of my two trainer today thought i was a year 3 student... He was surprised when i told him i was year 1 going year 2, saying i seems mature i.e. knowledgeable. thanks ar.. haha. guess i sld start taking care of myself le. how can i look older than my age man? must bao yang bao yang a bit. lol

anw, the promo price for sg flyer ride at $10 for students is ending soon. real soon. in 2 days time..sad man. haven go on it yet. wanted to jio ppl but none seems really keen. guess its just another debt, but this will never be fulfilled cos its going to be $30 again. hais hais hais. hais to the max man. lol.

2009-05-19T00:02:00.004+08:00

I feel lost. So lost and aimless. Because i am damn free this week? Last week was rather busy. But i don't seem to be feel good abt the occupied feeling. Upset on a friend's irresponsibility but i choose to believe in her reason/excuse. It will make me feel better. And most outing didnt really turn out that fun.. In fact i felt left out on one or two occasions... Cant seems to fit into conversations. No matter how much i struggle to join into the talk, i still feel excluded. To a point i once just gave up and quit trying to fit in. But even then, listening to them talk make me feel like i am evesdropping. Am i so much like a stranger? So umimportant and definately dispensable? Probably so.. I wasnt a really good friend i suppose. ha. time to improve =) Anw ytd outing with JC clique was fun. long time nv catch up and there were plenty to talk. we even went to max brenuer for choc treat. so sinful. so i decided to swim today and finally make it for once. lol. but i was dumb enough to miss the stop and travel into expressway, gt no chance to get down until i reach tampines... but i still gt to swim in the end =) Tues tmr and there is nth to do again...

because we are all more mature

2009-04-20T09:03:00.002+08:00

Last lecture notes and i still cant get to work, and the paper is just 4hrs away. crap. My heck care mode is back again and i am so loving it, yet hating it. Effectively speaking, i only got 1.5 hrs left. Cos still need to pack, eat and calm down. hmm. And i still hope to read some tutorial ans. lol. How to? Anymore biological terms or diagrams could make me puke now. bleah =P. I cant wait for 3.30pm. Then i will look forward to 7pm on thurs then finally 3.30pm on 28th. Then WOOOOOOHOOOOOOO. And bye bye proteins =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. blissfulness awaits man.

2009-04-09T12:31:00.002+08:00

Why the difference? I was so stress-less and happy-go lucky last semester. Why not this sem?how should i clear all the bad log-sssss? Too much content. Just too much. Part of me hope time will fly past quickly so i could just get over and done with the exams. But i need more time to study. i want to maintain my grades. Perhaps i should just study faster since time will not slow nor speed up. GET BACK TO WORK MAN.

2009-03-10T23:39:00.002+08:00

i am super sad. The ants seriously just won't get out of my hall room and stop bothering me man. So are the lizards. My room was lizard-free ever since we moved in. The ants were here initially. But eversince we used the ants poison, they disappeared. For more than half a year, our room is free from contaminations other than sipders which we are not bothered about. Then just about 2 weeks ago, a spoted a huge lizard. eversince than i never see it again. But then came trails of ants leading to my shelve where we put food and where we think the huge lizard died behind. Disgusting groups of ants is really bleah.. Adding on to the trouble of ants, baby lizard came into our room and scare us. It was caught by Sophia. But then another was around our door just a few days later. It could be in the room somewhere now.. sian. After like 2 weeks of enduring the presence of ants, i finally bought ant poison and spread them on area where trails of ants crawl pass. Then they seek refuge in my cupboard. Damn ants. Now i have to clear my clothes and they have too seek refuge in Esther's cupboard. i hope the ants will disappear tomorrow...

Oh ya. and the dust on the fan is accumulating so much that are are falling now. falling to everywhere in the room. sian to the max man. How i wish i can move out immediately man. still gt 2 more months...

2009-02-22T19:51:00.002+08:00

Every weekend i will wake up promtly at 9.30am just to watch Doreamon. Its a cartoon that i will still enjoy despite my age. laughs. I don't know if watching it really makes my day, but if i missed it, i will feel a little bit sad. Reason of me suddenly talking about doreamon: i realised i am beginning to be like 大雄... how..?? 大雄 is the main character after doreamon. They are 'roomies'. lol. 大雄 is a rather lousy boy. Always late for school, never serious in his work, easily bullied, always depend on doreamon and always create trouble. Nooooo... i don't want to be like him!! haha. Well, i guess i am not so like him afterall. Our only similarity: We nap like nobody business. Recess have just started. And i slept through the afternoons. Sleep after lunch until dinner starts. lol. This is actually my usual self during weekends. But.. but i have planned to complete reading Bs108 lecture notes over the weekend, and to run round the estate in the evening. Never fulfilled both. Just because i sleep through. Just like 大雄. He always sleep after his lessons and thus never does his homework. lol.

This is bad. i should stop napping.

2009-02-20T00:44:00.002+08:00

Its recess week next week =))) smiles man. So happy. It's definately a good time to do some catching up. With my school work and with friends, of course. One more school day to the break but I am already on holiday mood. lols. Didn't feel like doing much studying this week. Die. There goes all my momentum...

Was looking at my past blog post to kill time. Realised my blog is a rather cheerful one and not the super emo type. Happy that it is. But then i realised i have been bloging alot lesser or, in fact, i had MIA for a period of time. Does it mean that for the past few months i have little or no cheerful things to blog about? Or that i am no longer that happy? Or just that i am plain lazy? Perhaps a mixture of everything. I am originally a lazy girl. And indeed, i have been kind of emo ever since i have settled down in Uni. But eventhough my life is not exactly very interesting, amazing and fun things did occurred =) Shall blog them if i still remembered later.

Noticed that i made alot of promises in my previous posts. Things like i will work out, i will find this friend to lunch together etc etc. Didn't fulfil all. But i did met up with YanShuang once and had a good chat with her. I did ran like once or twice and swam a few times. And i did conquered some of the things i aimed to conquer. And i also made alot of vows to be a good person, to be a good listener, to be mature etc. Wonder how much have i improved on these qualities. Probably its time to reflect and see if i have grown (not in terms of height, thanks).

Maybe i should add on a new aim. Be proactive and maintain a good conversation even with people i barely know. Dare to approach. lol. I am kind of reluctant to set this aim man. Got a feeling i will never achieve it. Or maybe a small part of me doesn't even want to change. But when i read a post on how i didnt manage to spark a topic with chin and get to know her, i can almost feel the same disappointment felt at that time. When i read the post on how i dread calling for dreamapps, I can relate to my present self procrastinating to call for sponsorship for bizmag. Prcrastinating is due to the fear in you. That's what i learnt from Intro to Psychology. Makes total sense. But just why do i fear approaching?

Talking about psycho, reminds me of nature VS nurture. As a science student, i will believe that personality and character is a nurture thing. Simply because there is no proof that proteins, encoded by DNA, controls personality. With my own experience, i will stand on the nurture side too. But according to psych, some traits is genetic, i.e. nature. I also find horoscope personality analysis is rather accurate. But horoscope is a nature thing. Not in terms of genetic, but it's a born to be thing. Definately not a nurture thing. So.... i also don't know. But its kind of interesting yea?

Any way, I just read a long email on traits of the different horoscopes. Scorpio is not a social animal, will be a loner but lives well with that. Perhaps that explains why i can't spark conversation. Scorpio is very good at sensing if a comment is a friendly sacasm or an intent insult. Scorpio doesn't take revenge on people who play little dirty tricks behind them. Scorpio can analyse very well. Scorpio is really 讲义气, responsible, disciplined, determined, emotional, but strong, is cold on the outside but burning with passion inside etc. This is the first time i read a horoscope analysis that speaks so well of scorpio =) haha.

Okay. Lets see what intersting stuff happened recently.
1) I am learning Spanish now. "Hablo un poco de espanol"
2) For spanish, you can say good morning until 2pm!
3) I am also taking a psychology module. its kind of interesting.
4) 2 cats fought really violently outside my hostel door. So violent that they bang into the door, threw our slippers everywhere and tore off each other's fur and left them in my pumps.
5) I went to SN home to do some volunteer work on Vday and learnt how to make a really nice rose with napkin.
6) Single awareness day on Vday only have 4 people attended. But is still damn fun nonetheless.
7) My NTU girls are getting funnier. Everyone is more 爱演now. And they are really good.
8) We celebrate ShuZhen birthday right ouside a party.
9) Esther learnt french, Sophia is learning german, and i am learning spanish. And we all live in the same room.
10) I have been a really bad roommate because i took up a lot of bed space when i sleep.11
11)what else...?

2009-01-24T01:07:00.003+08:00

Just came back from the mini "reunion" dinner with 11C. Mr Azahar was there!!!! wooohooo. And we've got a free dinner from him!! hehe. Thank you, our dear Mr Azahar =))) Really had a great time today. It has been sometime since i have laugh so much and so heartily. Just like how we crazy we went during the canoeing days =) How i miss JC days...

Anyway, naz and i got lost today. hahaha. We missed the stop to the Al Azhar place. And went on thinking we are near the place. Finally we decided to ask the driver then did we realised we overshoot. lol. But we still manage to get there in the end =)

Soon after we got there, Shuzhen called and tell me she is at the Al Azahar. And when i repeated what she said, eveyone got so excited thinking that Mr Azahar came. But its actually that we didnt know that the place is pronounce Al Az-Har instead of Al A-za-har. laughs. created a small hoohaa over nothing.

Dinner was pretty sumptous with Mr Azahar doing the ordering. Then comes all the laughter. With Shufang asking the waiter if the tomato fried rice is red. laughsssss. With Afiq finally telling me the whole story of his exciting Uni application. Then Mr Azahar teasing him and "praying" that he will be a teacher eventually. With Afiq amazing story of kayaking in the sea and saw the ship on the ship in the the ocean and if he crossed the international waters. With the interrogation with Firky on whether the facebook girl is his girlfriend. etc etc. Not a lot of catching up, but funny enough. I went off earlier than the rest. But according to celestine, they had more afiq jokes after i left. Shall update myself sometime. =)

Chinese New Year is near. Very near!! woohooo. So happy. But i will need to do lab reports during the long weekends... And spanish got make up class because the tuesday class falls on 初二. I kind of dread spanish lesson partly due to me being friendless there. sian. But i shall conquer =).

新年新希望，新标准：要开心，要懂事，要成熟，要努力，要关心，要听。

新年快乐，事事如意 =））

2008-12-11T14:39:00.024+08:00

4th Nov 08, 6.37am, scenery outside 46-5-881.

The evidence that my beloved roommate and neighbours stayed up till dawn to prepare somethings for me.

this,

and this. They even went on further to do these:

-Gather everyone's wishes

-Get a birthday cake

-Gather everyone in my hall to prepare me a really really pleasant surprise =)))
Even Sophia is here =DDDD

The preparation:

All done =)

Waiting... ...

Ta-dang =D

My downstairs neighbours + molten

Beloved roommate

Thank you everyone =)

Though this post is like 1 month late, but even till now i am still very 感动. Last day of school and a few more days to exams, they are still willing to celebrate for me. And they still have to climb to the 5th level from B3. Jiaying is right, i am definately a fortunate girl. Really thank you for the surprise, though you guys may not see this. i am really surprised. =))

esther, thanks for being my roommate. love ya loads. karen and jingwen, 谢谢，辛苦了。

2008-11-25T10:32:00.002+08:00

i am screaming in my heart.
2.5hrs to exam and i am still here. and this paper is my worst module. when every module is lousy enough. i am not panicking! why?? i dun understand at least half of the lectures and i haven done all the tutorials. and i am prepared to skip all spectro qtns. tat means i must noe every other things in order to pass. but i don't. i have totally no mood to read tutorial ans anymore. whats happening. for the past 4 papers it have been like this. i wasn't very prepared but i wasn't worried a bit at all. its a wrong attitude and i noe. but... hais. i noe i wun have a good foundation for the rest of the 3.5 years. and for my last paper 2 days later i can foresee the same thing happening. dead. i am just so dead. i can see myself retaking modules which i certainly hope not and i dread tat totally. i can see my grades way below average. and i can see myself remorseful, which i bet will only last less than a day. damn. i am such a lousy student and i hate it. just hope things will turn out fine. really fine, please... ...

2008-09-14T10:10:00.002+08:00

I MET MY JC GIRLS YESTERDAY!!!!

lol. I am so happy to see them, can? Like after so many weeks with baobei trying to organise a movie outing which wasn't successful, i finally got to meet up with them! Athough we meet up at the Woodlands Library to study lah... hahaha. But still we met up, without huixian thouugh. The conversation during lunch was damn exciting man. Probing into each other love life in Uni, helping some to assess their crush. haha. Poor Shu zhen.. We were like shooting her questions one after the other lah. Well, the rest of us are all evergreens mah, so we need to learn from others' experiences. lol. As if. Guess we are just girls who love gossiping. hahaha. Anyway, we set up a nunnery club excluding shu zhen. Because if she is in it, she will get kick out real soon. haha.

Hall life for the past week was pretty fun. Just with my dear roommate, Esther. haha. Got one night we went crazy lah. Because i was listening to songs with my laptop, so i ask her if there is any songs that she wants to hear. Then don't know how, we started k-boxing in our room lah. All Jay Chou songs. lol. Damn fun. Really. Especially when we sang duet. Laughing all the way man. So we name that day zhou jie lun day. lol. Then got another night we were chit-chatting. Sharing our past experiences, gossiping about our secondary school people, and that last us all the way till 4am man. lol. Poor Esther, she got morning class like 4.5 hours later. Oh ya. We use raffia string and hang our clothes ACROSS the room. haha. Our room looks damn messy lah. Hope the clothes will dry real soon. Especially my shorts! I am so running out of clothes to wear to school man... =(

2008-09-02T19:39:00.002+08:00

rain rain go away
come again another day
little children wants dry clothes =)

Its raining now, again. When will it ever stop raining man. I dun dare to wash my clothes because it will take ages to dry indoors. And they just doesn't feel clean enough without the sun. Totally sian-ed. Tomorrow is Innua Healthy Lifestyle day. Hope it doesnt rain tomorrow =) But tonight i will have a super comfortable sleep with such comfortable temperature. Love it man.

Chat with Shu Zhen online just now. Exchanging complains on Uni life, how difficult things are, how lag we feel etc etc. Was telling her how much, how much, how much i want to do revision. But 1 lecture notes took me like half a day lah. Den she replied " So must start early".
That makes me think... ...

STOP PROCRASTINATING PEI YU!!!!

My sms-es and outgoing calls limit are brusting!!!! This is staying in hall problem #1. hahaha. And i don't really know where the hell i used them all on.. hmm... Lucky my parents no longer check my bill since i am paying now. Else will get nagged at again. lol. Problem #2 shall be the torturous journey from home to hall every sunday. hahah. Imagine carrying a super heavy bag with all the barangs, notes etc and another laptop bag. Then walk for aproximately 15 minutes from home to Admiralty MRT. Then take train to Jurong East, sometimes with seats sometimes without lah. Then cross the platform to wait for train to BoonLay. Then take the train, usually with no seats already, to BoonLay. Then walk from Boon Lay mrt to bus interchange. Its a long stretch of road to the queue of bus 199, can? sian. Then wait for bus, standing. Then board the bus hoping to get a seat. Then alight and walk upslope to hall 9 for a few minutes. Then climb stairs to the 5th floor and walk down the corridoor to the second last unit. And finally I REACHED!!!! wahahaha. Tough journey yea? I hate it man. lol.

Just eaten my ba cho mee that my dearest roomate bought for me =))) She bought from Can 2 then come back and leave for Can 2 to meet her friends again lah. So touched. hahaha.

I want to watch TV!!!! JY-s' TV in their room is not working. Maybe they should try putting the antenna outside the window. Please have it fix man. I want to watch 10 o'clock show =) hahahhaha.

2008-08-31T13:54:00.002+08:00

Wall.e wasn't that nice afterall =((( Like another kids movie, a.k.a cartoon, that doesn't really entertain me. Some parts are funny, and i did laugh. But.. just not enough i guess. Lucky the rest didnt complain much. Because it was me who wanted to watch it.. hee. And Yiwei was dumb enough to assume 3.50pm as $3.50. hahahaha. I mass send the sms to like 8 people and only he thinks that 3.50 is the price not the time. lol.

Went party world with secondary school mates after that. When the guys are willing to sing, the girls will gossip. lol. Because YEC guys don't sing when we go k and the girls will have to utilise the mic. But the sec sch guys do sing, and we girls then took the chance to really chit-chat. hahaha. To be exact, we gosssip-ed. hahaha. what a sin... lol. I agree with Dap. We should hold a chit-chat session every week. So much to upate in just one week lah. haha. Oh. Eileen was there too!!! OMG can. So rare to see her at such gatherings. lol. Finally can sing her 棒棒糖. lol.

I don't know why, but i seems to be telling everyone this: I fell down the stairs twice this week..
Not that I am very proud of falling down after so many years, but its kind of funny to know how my friends actually react when they hear this. Most of them actually laugh their heads off. lol. People like Dap and Charlene-_- Can you believe it?? hahahaha. But then again, if people were to tell me they fell down the stairs, i think i will also laugh before asking if they were hurt.. hmm.. evil people. hahahaha.

I haven't start doing my tutorials!!!! Dead man. And i totally don't feel like doing. Sunday blues...

I need to exercise...

2008-08-22T00:58:00.002+08:00

My arm hurts... Muscle ache from 爬墙壁 =((( Yesterday was worse. It wasn't ache, but weak. I felt damn difficult to shampoo my hair yesterday after the climb lah. But nontheless, it was really fun. I expected it to be a rock wall. But it wasn't. Turned out to be a bouldering wall. I think this is what it is called... hmm.. No belaying, much shorter wall but yet no easier than a rock wall. Because we are suppose to follow a set of routes and can't climb any-o-how like on the rock wall. Techiques, is what it trains. I have got zero techiques so i just wacked my way up. Damn difficult lah. But definately fun =)))

Oh. I saw Sophia at the basketball court yesterday while i went to support the guys for soccer!!!! I miss her man. In ntu for like 3 weeks le. Now den see her. A bit slow lah. But i have yet to see Yan Shuang!!!!! Should be because we are always in opposite spine, very hard to see each other. Must go find her for lunch one day. Yes, i will find her =)

Mabel got elected to be sport and recrea rep!!! Congrats man. I think she truly deserve it lah. With experience, with qulifications, and most importantly, with conscience. At least she didn't do little dirty tricks like her competitor. No sportsmanship eh.. Anyway, we innua nua for 4 hrs today. Great nua-ing period i would say. Continuous laughter and conversation. Damn fun. Especially when Rosalind is around. Her camping mood never dies man. hahaha. I am happy i went for the school camp =) But then again, it makes me regret for not joining the hall camp. I seems friendless in the hall! lol. I only know my roommate and my downstair neighbour and her roommate. How wonderful. And i only know about hall events through them. Big groups of people are making noise around the hall almost everyday and i seems to be like not part of the hall at all. This sucks man.

Anyway, i have been growing pimples since i lived in the hall!!! This is bad..

2008-08-16T13:23:00.003+08:00

Disappointed. I just can't do it. As much as i hate myself for that incapability.
Relived. Because a good friend offer to do it, removing my fear.
Guilty. I think i am evil.
Confused. Opportunity cost of Monday nights. True cost= difficulty
Envious. friends~
Glad. My bro makes me laugh.
Excited. We are giving someone a surprise. Hope she is happy =)
Determined. To be a good person =) To be effective. To be independent. To be cheerful =)
Rubbish. Theres no need to understand =)

2008-08-08T16:09:00.001+08:00

School again... No matter how I dread it, school still starts eventually.. First week of school is quite slack. No tutorials and labs, just lectures. AND no class TODAY!!! But it only happens for this ONE week -_-. I got a shitty time table. Six days week. lol. But saturday lab only take place for 3 weeks out of the whole semester lah. Not so bad afterall, especially since i've got company =).

One week into school term and i only slept in my hall for two nights. lol. And i hang out quite late for both nights lah. haha. So fun =D. This is part of the hall life that people say, i guess. And i chit-chat with Esther to sleep for both nights. Girls just love doing this! Sharing our adventure for the whole day, discuss about guys, complain about school and gossip. lol.

Oh. And the elective thing is just making people crazy. The fastest finger first system really trains your speed and patience man. But its still better than NUS bidding system, i guess. hehe. The few of us actually wanted to get marketing as elective and just before the add-drop period starts, there are still vacancy. One second after it starts, they are all gone. Yes. Thats how fast they are grabbed away. Sian. Lucky Jia Ying help us camp in front of her computer and found vacancy for bio infomatics. Guess it's not a popular course. Still have vacancy even until now lah. May want to drop it. Still pondering. We decided to continue camping and infom each other if there are better options. Shall start camping soon.. Sian.

oooo... Long holiday. Must enjoy this rare occurrence =))))

2008-07-30T18:35:00.007+08:00

突然很想把昨天的感触写下来。。。

昨天在收拾书桌时，发现了一张两年前打的作文草稿。突然又一股冲动想翻出当年写的作文来读一读。找出了那份华文文件夹，翻到了作文的项目，开始阅读。并没有很仔细的读我写的每一篇作文，但却一字不落的读黄老师写给我的评语和重复的看老师给我打得分。

黄老师是0611C里，没有人不喜欢的老师。在华文的领域里，黄老师更是给我最大的信心的人。“只要照平时一样写，就一定没问题的。”黄老师在我考华文A水准的前几天是这样告诉我的。面对华文考试，我从不感到胆怯。虽然了解自己的华文并不是一流的，但却稍有信心。可是自己给自己的信心和别人给自己的信心始终是不一样的，所带来的力量也当然不一样。

或许黄老师是唯一欣赏我的文笔的人吧。黄老师给我的作文打的分通常比普通的分数高一些。但我两次测验得的分数却是普通的。哈哈。就连华文A水准的考试成绩也是普通的。拿成绩的那一天，我哭得稀里哗啦的。对自己是感到失望，对黄老师则是感到感激。或许没有老师那有趣的课和他给的肯定，我连普通的成绩也得不到，准备考试的过程也不会是愉快的。=）

那么久没碰华文了，想用华语写一篇博客真得很难。Tsk. No standard already.

2008-07-23T19:01:00.002+08:00

weee. Finally got to use the computer. yea yea yea. I just went to cut my hair after going down to NTU with Esther to pay $320. And I feel so light now!!! Umm. In fact, i think i feel heavy.. haha. I feel damn fat, i mean. lol. Need to work out soon man. yea, soon. haha. Esther's going hall camp all by herself now. Because i choose to pang seh her. so sorry... I am so proud of her man. I will never be willing to go for any camps by myself lah. She's got guts man. haha. Oh, Hall 4 canteen is small but the food is damn big serving and is nice!!! Went there with Esther before leaving NTU. Her hokkien mee cost $2.50 but is 2 person's serving! So is my hor fan. Amazing man.

Went to take SGC with Grace yesterday. Have a super long chat with her. Its so nice to have her around. Shared with her my wonderful SBS camp experience while she update me on her work and Hong Kong trip. Talk about our lousy quality year book, the nicely done up SGC. Satisfied my long-time-ago craving at Pots and Pans. Shopped a little at Lot 1. And planned to go out on Sunday! hope it's successful. =P

And talking about the camp, its simply fantastic. Have lots and lots and lots of fun there. My group has quite a lot of chio bu-s man. Many are evergreens. And a whole lot of gentlemen. I bet all the girls in my group wil agree to that. haha. And one big group of enthu GLs and SAs. Oh i just love them all. hahaha. And all those anti-climax cheer =DDDD

By the way, i am in hall 9. lol. Up till now i only know karen is in the same hall as me. And it's just great enough =))) lol. I am so not looking forward to school man. But i am looking forward to all the fun-s i might enjoy in school. lalalala. whatever =)

2008-07-03T16:30:00.008+08:00

Third day into my jobless life, or should I say nothing-better-to-do life. haha. Have been hanging out with the jobless dap dap and fishie for the past few days. Settling NTU admin stuff, shopping in Bugis, eat at the don't know what Hong Kong cafe in the 2nd floor of bugis street with pathetically small serving yet cost so much and taste not so good food, drink the superbly nice bubble tea and eat the nice chicken wing fried rice in Tea Shake Hut, go bowling and k-boxing =)))))))))))))) We are seriously leading a leisure life man. haha. But i will be 'nua-ing' at home for the next few days... ... No programmes lined up. Sian...

I am pretty sure i am not missing my company. But for the past few days, when i look at the time, i will wonder what i would be doing if i am in the office. Looking forward for lunch, updating dreamapps, blog hopping, watching youtube, nutella-ing with Zoelyn and Gillian, counting down to knocking off etc etc. hmm... I bet when school starts, i will be wondering if i am napping, shopping, watching TV programmes which i am not interested in at all, etc etc, if it was still July. This is call 习惯. lol. Load of crap man. haha.

Oh. I have yet to update on the makeup course. lol. Makeup-ing is such a tiring chore man. So many steps, so confusing and just so tiring. And i still don't know how to wear make up. hahaha. Hope i don't get a job which requires me to wear makeup in future. I just can't imagine having to wake up 1 hour early just to put toner, moisturiser, wear foundation, then concealer, then eyeliner, base paint, 3 colour of eyeshadow, 3 colour for blusher, lipstick then lip gloss. Woah. I am amaze i remembered so much. haha. Guess i will need a loooonnnnnng time to try-and-error before i can master the basics of applying makeup. lol. And we went k-boxing after the course. Damn high. Jumping around like siao zao bo. So tiring lah. And we have to alternate high and emo songs to take a break. funny people. =D

2008-06-27T21:12:00.002+08:00

Someone made me happy today =). It's Chin. She tried to chat with me today. Chin is the new manager that arrived this Monday. And other than 'hi', 'bye', 'thank you' and an occasional smile, I guess i haven't exchange words with her until today. It just feel good that someone is trying to befriend you. haha. And well she started off with 'how are you' and i guess after that we won't have a topic. So i mention that the coming Monday is my last day of work and we managed to chat a little. And yes, it is really, a little. lol. Its always like this. I am a super duper talkative girl and sometimes rather loud. But when it comes to initiating a conversation or a topic, i just stuck. Be it to people who i am super familiar with or to people who i barely know, I just cant spark a conversation. And i simply hate those awkward silence or pauses. So i always enjoy being with people who can keep conversation going =). Anyway, after she went back into the office. I told myself, the next time we get to talk, i will ask her the following: 1) her nationality 2) where she studies? 3) her University life 4) When she came to Singapore. But. But, but, but. Sigh. I am so disappointed with myself can? She came out later complaining that the office is cold and even sat on the sofa beside my table for quite a long while and we didn't talk. Yes. We didnt talk at all. lol. lol. Why am i like that man? Why am i afraid to approach? And why do i also avoid? hmm..

Oh. By the way, Esther is going to be my roommate =)))))))). How i miss her. Hardly in contact since we graduated from AI. lol. My good old friend eh. Will love living with her man. And i realised Sophia, Esther and I are in NTU!!!!!!!!!!!! A pity Shu Fang is in SMU. Else this lovely and fun-to-be-with clique can be together more often =)

1 more day, or 8 more hours of work and i will be JOBLESS. And i am loving it so much man. Not that i don't like this job. The people there are nice, though not close, but very nice. The work isn't stressful and rather easy to do. But work and routine everyday is boring. I really wonder how i will suffer when i begin work life...

Makeup course on Sunday, and i am so looking forward to it. I hope i don't colour myself into a clown =D

2008-06-23T15:01:00.002+08:00

I, LEE PEI YU, HEREBY DECLARE THAT I AM A RESPONSIBLE TEMPORARY ADMIN STAFF. I WORK DURING WORK WHEN THERE IS WORK FOR ME AND I DO ADMIT I SLACK, ALITTLE ONLY.

Please believe this little girl's words because she is feeling sad that her friends thinks that she is a big slacker at work and slacks alot but works a little only. Dear friends, believe her =)

2008-06-23T12:12:00.004+08:00

I rollerblade-ed yesterday!! woohoo. Damn fun. Went East Coast PArk for 11C outing. And yes. I choose to learn rollerblading instead of cycling. lol. I don't know why, so don't ask me. haha. I was the slowest in the group lah. And is really really really super duper ultra very slow. Like i was strolling while they blade and cycle. I think they waited for me for like nearly 1 hour at the rental shop when we all headed back as a group. And i fell down so many times, mostly when i go down slope. Its really the most difficult part for me. But i had fun =). Didn't took a lot of photos for this outing. Just a random few at Cafe Cartel. I think the service charge is not very worth it. hmm.. But the food is quite nice and student have 10% off. So its like i didn't pay any service charge afterall. hahah. Its just so good being a student, or maybe just having a student pass with you. hahah. Then we went to Mind Cafe. What a lot of programmes lined up, yea? Lesson learned there. Play stupid and brainless games to have maximum fun =). haha. I want to go there again. There's ladies night with free don't know what don't know what. Just very worth it lah. Tuesday i think.. hehe. Oh i have a quite big blister on my sole. Got it from the blades. Its bubbling up now.

Oh. And I went for medical check up with Jinyu on Thursday. Happy there is her. I will be damn lost and depressed being alone lah. haha. Fun experience, really. To know more, read Jinyu's blog. haha. Helping her to advertise her blog man. lol. I think the medical center look like the old kind of hospital i visited when i was very very young. It just look and feel similar. Anyway, I wasn't very seperated with Jinyu throughout the whole checkup. Happy its like this. So I won't feel so insecure =). And i think the high-tech height and weight measuring instrument isn't very accurate. It says I am shorterand fatterlah. Advance technology has its shortcomings too. I shall forgive it. Jinyu and i got the same doctor for checkup. I admire his bravery for declaring his bleeding piles, indirectly, to a stranger like me. lols. And its damn ticklish when he taps my stomach. And Jinyu met a nurse who cant differentiate urine and water. haha. You cant actually blame her lah. haha. And we saved $0.50 at the X-ray station. yea~ And we went to explore our future frequent hang out place-Jurong Point(i think its this... hee.) I think Jinyu's wonton in the wonton mee is nice eh.

Alright. Shall do the quiz tagged by 2 of the JY-s.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag as many friends as you can to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Ans: Feel damn hurt and cry

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: To have all my future dreams and hopes and wishes come true =) I am a greedy girl.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
Ans: I don't know. Never thought of this before. A bit too far-fetch lah.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Ans: Yes. Definately.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
Ans: Easy to talk to, humorous, can cook well, love me, etc etc. Whatever a normal girl will except bah.

#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?both?
Ans: Both. Of course can.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ans: As long as my love could last? I really don't know. Never try waiting before.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Ans: Sigh, smile, shrug and continue to hunt.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Ans: I guess so. But i am a happy person.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
Ans: Ya.. Not bad. What jianying say make sense. It means people remember you =)

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Ans: How would i know if i don't even know what lies ahead of me now? But i can confirm i will be a 29 year old short lady.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Ans: Family and friends

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Ans: Lovely and attractive ladies =)

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Ans: Single and rich. It's okay not to marry for me. At least thats how i think now =)

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Ans: Off my alarm.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Ans: Ya.. I should give wholeheartedly not half-heartedly i think.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ans: I hope that doesnt happen to me. Its quite mean to love 2 at one time. Probably i will hate myself for that and not pick any cos i don't deserve it?

#18. What type of friends do you like?
Ans: Friends who treat me as a real friend and cherish me as a real friend

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Ans: Friends who don't treat me as a real friend

TAGGED BY : Jian Ying and Jin Yu

2008-06-16T11:42:00.009+08:00

I have cut my nails yesterday and I feel damn clean now. =)))))))))))))))))))

Pony riding cum crocodile farm on Saturday. Handled more obedient kids compared to last time. Happy happy. Lols. Eric’s niece is so damn cute lah. And there is this pair of sisters that are very pretty. And of course a xiao shuai ge. Haha. He really very shuai eh. Hehe. And his brother is very very cute. Naughtly cute, I would say. Hahas. And the 2 brothers belong to this gang of close friends. Really envy them to have good friends since young and last even when they grow older =). And the ponies are really ponies lah. So much smaller than those that we saw last year. And I think they trim the ponies’ hair. They are so neat and straight. And the crocodiles are really scary and disgusting. Haha.

eeewww
Xiao Shuai Ge

2 pairs of siblings. yellow VS blue. lols. xiao shuai ge's little brother always take picture with weird expressions. damn cute, right?

Everyone!!
with the cute little girl

the pretty sisters

pony's trimmed hair.

We went to bowl after that. Finally satisfy my bowling craving after playing that online. Lols. Eric scare us with this line, “I never bring my gloves.” We all thought that he is very pro and didn’t dare to bet with him. But he turns out to be like any of us. Laughs. Weiloon has such really really nice bowling posture lah. But once the ball roll off his fingers, and he gets up, the perfect image will be spoilt. Hmm.. Hahaha. And boon is really good. She strike like 3 times, can? Pro, man. And she helps the girls win the bet lah. Thanks girl.

I spent almost the whole of yesterday reading the freshman handbook. So many words.. I am certain I have forgotten everything right after I finish the book. And I realized we have a lot of miscellaneous fees to pay. Everything needs money, man. Haha. And I will be taking leave on Thursday for medical checkup. Yipee!! Hope jinyu can go with me =)

I am typing NOW on word because office’s Internet’s down. I am not slacking, okay. I am just utilizing free time. Lols. Though I am damn happy Internet’s down =). Okay. Internet’s fine now. Get back to work. Jiayou!!!

2008-06-14T00:08:00.002+08:00

I finally work out. A little... lol. Played badminton just now, in the 'garden' outside cafe chat. haha. But that makes me missed Zoelyn's Pizza celebration. Apologetic. And oh. We had a mini celebration the night before Zoelyn's Birthday. And of all places, we did it in the CC. haha. Hope she is happy with that mini surprise =)

Zoelyn is now working with me. Together with Gillian. And on the first day of their work, i didn't slack, at all. Unbelievable yea? I can't believe it either. haha. Zoelyn is way too hardworking and way too fast. Stressed man. And I can stop doing callings for a little while just because their computers doesnt have Word =) haha. But eventually that would be my job again. Sigh. Never mind. Its only two more weeks. YEAH. lols

Watched Narnia on Thursday. With GRACE, HUI XIAN & MALATHI !!!! It has been ages since we meet up! And as usual, a little catching up with loads and loads of laughter. Will be going separate ways but happy that they are moving on and satisfied and doing well =). Oh. And we realised Causeway point has these super big surveillance cameras that look like some UFO toys stuck on the ceiling. laughs. And Hui Xian is still as blur, and Grace still didnt do up her blog, and Malathi is still as punctual despite hanging out with auntie alot, and i miss Pots & Pans, and I love them all. lol. Class outing soon =DDDDDDDDD. WoooooHoooooo.

When I go back home straight after my work, i will see this group of old uncles sitting around on some benches near my estate. They were playing chess. Using English chess board and Chinese chess counters. laughs. I always wonder what they are playing and always wanted to watched them play. But of course i never did. I guess they were playing dumb. And i feel like learning how to play English chess and Chinese chess. And i just realise i don't know how to play dumb. lol. What a random paragraph. hahah.

Pony ride tomorrow! Lets be kids! YEEEEAAAAAAAHHHHHH.

2008-06-09T10:39:00.003+08:00

Grandma's birthday yesterday! haha. Went to grandma's house and i realise i can hit off easier with my aunties now. Maybe thats not a very good sign. Hitting off with aunties more than my younger cousins seems like i am getting more auntie-like... hmm.. But who cares, man. Its a nice feeling anyway. It feels great that i made her laugh over the slightest comment i said. I don't really meant it to be funny, but she laughed. And i am happy she did. =) It also feels great that aunty thinks that i am no longer a little girl and i am mature enough that i could be her listening ear. Not that she said these exact words, i actually infered that she feels i am no little girl from her acts. hee =) Maybe she shared because i am the only one at the living room with her then.. haha. But it just feel good=)))))

And of course, all kids will know, with aunties around, there will be bombardment. hahhaha. Yup. According to whatever age group and whatever catergory you are in, you will recieve a rather expected and standard set of questions. Questions for me are 1) Which course you enter ar? 2) Are you going to stay in hostel? 3) Prospect for the course good right? haha. I practised my answers with my brother before we left our home. hehe. Smart eh? And yup, i replied some thing like 'I can't choose eh. hahahahaha. Biological science.. *nod nod* Something like life science lah. Next time then see can get job anot lor. haha. Ya. Got priority mah. So just stay lor. Then see like it anot lor. haha. Got good n bad lah. Ya lah. Will control my activities. orh. *nod* orh. *nod* orh. *nod*' I replied this for like 6 times to 6 aunties? Okay lah. Thats a little exaggerating. haha. Aunties are just so cute yea? =)

And ya. I will stay in hostel since there's priority for freshman. But that of course comes with a condition that i can find a roommate i know. haha. And i thought i could slowly take my time to find the person i will live part of my life with untill my brother told me to do it fast, like now. lol. Thats true. I need to do it fast. Because 11c have very minimun people going NTU. 1 person so far that i know. And among people i usually hang out with, only 2 are in NTU. Gosh. Will i be able to find someone to bunk with me? Dear friends, anyone in NTU planning to stay in hall? I can, i mean, I AM a good roommate, yea? Contact me if you want to sleep with me =) L-O-L. hahahha. I doubt anyone will respond to this. hahhaha.

Rahhh. I want to complain. lol. No. Not complain. Just express my feeling, yea. And so I was doing callings with me sweet voice. Then this lady from the other end picked up her phone and was laughing into my ears without saying hello first. Then after much struggle in attempt to get what i want, she told me she is busy now eh. Raahhh. Busy bitching around, i see. It would have took less than 30 seconds if she just gave me what i asked for. Sigh. And another just hang up my call!! Reason why i hate callings. It just boils your blood over slightest thing. haha. Back to callings =)

2008-06-05T16:48:00.002+08:00

Indeed. Things will only turn out fine. My own philosophy never fails me. haha. Yup. I was still complaining to everyone that i will be visiting the CC from Monday to Friday this week except Wednesday and how much i am hating it. But Thursday's paintball meeting was postpone. And Friday NewsPub Meeting was oso postponed!!! Yea! wahaha. But that will also mean that i am now damn free all of a sudden. Sigh.. Makes me feel friendless. lol. hmm. And k box shall be cancelled again because it clashes with the rescheduled meeting. oh well. I shall sleep like pig then. I need to learn to embrace boredom. hahah.

Oh ya. I just went dragonboating with YEC on the last day of May. Fun indeed. Haven't been in water for a real long time. How i miss kallang. The smell, the dirty water, the platform, the shower cubicles out of nowhere where you could be bathing just next to a guy, and of course those damn fit guys. haha. And, the funniest ever gang called Innova Canoeing Team. hahaha. Always laughed my head off after training with them. All the fun during dinner and on the train. All those take-off-your-badge-and-hwachong-ians-stop-playing-lah nonsense. And those disgusting jokes and everything. Yes, everything, just everything. They are just so funny. I wish to get back training with them.. hahah. Silly. How to? =)

Approximately 3 more weeks to complete boredom! weeee.

knock off~ bye computer =)

2008-05-29T09:33:00.008+08:00

Julie says i have slim down yesterday!!!! WAHAHAHA. lol.. I guess she is just being nice after not seeing me for quite some time lah. I clearly know not-slim i am as days without CCA and PE pass by these few months. I have been SITTING in the office for like 8 hrs daily for the past 5 months, burning slightly more calories than the normal metabolism rate at rest will. I will only workout when i feel that i am superbly fat AND when i got the discipline to do it AND when i feel like it. With so much conditions to fulfil in order to do ONE workout, I probably only run 2.4km per month. lol. AND I eat my 3 meals regularly and sometimes supper... -_- I guess the indicator on the weighing scale has bounced to the maximum weight my height could handle. haha. Despite know these facts, i still feel happy on Julie's comment =). I am so easily satisfied with the untruths =D.

Oh. And this is the work on my office table. Does it look like i have got tons of work to do? Do i look hardworking? hahaha. But all these are simple and brainless tasks. So its actually no tough job =). I know i didnt do alot, but seeing these neat piles do make me feel so proud. lol. And i guess i will have a lot more of these to complete. Because julie, steven and boss thinks that i have too much things on hand, too much for me to handle alone. Probably because thay want to settle all these quickly, and if i do alone, it will take ages, provided that i slack and doze off a lot =P. So boss just asked me to ask jy if she wants to come back to work for him. Doing the same tasks as me, and so definately the same good pay. Sigh. He should have ask earlier. Some people were jobless then and wanted to do my job, but they got jobs now.. haha. Just too bad. Work only comes in now. And I think boss wants me to work till August. But i only plan to work till end of June, because i want to hibernate in July to clear my future sleep debt. Hmm. But if i cant complete those piles, i guess i will stay on till end of July then =). But anyway i randomly ask him if i can work till end of June only and he say can!!! Nice boss. Well, guess its because i found him Zoelyn who wants to work there and she can work past June. So she can continue to work while i left and he will find someone to work before Zoelyn leave. That way the position will not be vacant =)) YEA!! lol.

Uncle Abdul is learning Chinese!! wahahaha. He is so cute man. All the pronounciation is wrong and they sounded so damn funny. But he learn quite fast lah. Able to pronounce better once i corrected him =)). Sometimes I really wonder if i should call him Abdul or Uncle Abdul. I call bobby bobby, steven steven, julie julie and naveen naveen. But when it comes to him, i just cant help but wanting to say Uncle abdul.. Not that he is very old.. His oldest son is only in Secondary 2, i think, so how very old can he be? But he is definately older that everyone else in the company( i hope my assumption is correct =P). And so calling him by his name may be rude, yea?? haha. Solution: I will not call him anything then =).

When i step out of the office today, it was drizzling and i was soooo happy. Because i thought my umbrella will be put to good use finally. BUT, it didnt rain eventually. Not that i love raining days, but... I don't like to carry an umbrella in my bag. Firstly, it makes me feel aunty. Secondly, its taking up space and adding on weight. Thirdly, it's simply troublesome. But i don't like to be in the rain either. And the journey from the MRT to my workplace is a long stretch of road without shelter. So i will have to carry an umbrella with me if the sky looks gloomy. Well, the clouds threaten to relieve themselves these few days, and they did, at all timings except when i walk to work, lunchtime and when i walk back home. But, i cant predict when they will shed water, so i just bring along my umbrella for the past 2,3 days. And i didn't get to use it. Argh.. It always happens. When the clouds threatens with their grey appearance, i brought along my umbralla and they will decide not to rain anymore. When i got fustrated at bringing the umbrella for nothing, and decided to abandon it for a day, the clouds will definately relieve themselves that day at the timing when i am walking on that stretch of road. -_- Oh well, I guess the clouds just have something against me. I will still bring umbrella tomorrow. Yes i will.

2008-05-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

I just earn 21 bucks! WOOOHOOOOO. lol. Thanks Jy for that lobang. haha.

Easy job. pack pack pack. And with donuts treat too!! lol. And the jy-s couldnt eat donut properly. haha. One powdered the carpeted floor with every mouth she bit into the donut. The other had chocolate everywhere. lol. It's like seeing kids eating. hahah. I bet they are going to kill me. haha.

'Made of Honor' was good=). A good movie watched with the YEC gang. So rare, i must say. haha. But its really funny. Disgustingly funny. Ah ma's necklace was the best part man. Boon cant stop laughing because of that scene. I can't stop either. lol.

Work tomorrow. Sian. I hope thay have interesting stuff for me to do =)

lalalalala. blah blah blah~

2008-05-22T13:20:00.002+08:00

Some lyrics from 我就是这样 by 刘力扬:
我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量
... ...
温柔倔强勇敢都是我
我拥有太多不同基因
安静吵闹沉默都是我
分钟不同的颜色

Got character man. Nice~ Really 欣赏 this kind of people.
haha. just being random here. =)

2008-05-20T15:53:00.002+08:00

Didn't really feel great today. I don't know why. Probably because i MUST do ONLY callings now. lol.

Had lots of fun during the long weekends. Area2 bbq with skipping, zero point, limbo rock (so much things you can do with a piece of rope, lol), captain's ball, vandalising human, tau pok-ing, ice attack, thoning... haha. I didn't know bbq-ing can be so much more than bbq and chit-chatting. All thanks to boon. She brought all the fun in =)

And i slept for 12 hours.

And we went furniture shopping. Its funny to see Ikea filled with families and out of nowhere a group of friends. haha. Catch up a lot with jianying. haha. She seldom have resevation in sharing her stories. So it's rather comfortable listening and asking. haha. But I am in no position to say anything nor can i give anything. So jianying, i can only wish u all the best and things will turn out fine =). And i learnt that many of my friends have got acceptance letter. Thanks celest for the speedy updating. haha. I am happy for all of them =) But at the same time, i cant help but felt my heart sank a little when i hear these good news of my friends. I do get worried, though i have long convinced myself it no longer matters. And i know i am lucky. Lucky enough to stop worrying over my future. =) But the phrase "application processing" can really be a depressant. lol.

Been reviewing my actions, behaviour and attitude. Kind of still bothering me. that's why i don't feel exactly great today? maybe=D.haha. So i watched 11c videos. 2 of them. One is my PW video. The other a class video with China buddies. The PW video is so damn funny lah. They made my day=)))))) I miss 11c so so so so much... Still remember how we used a piece of twine to play mass skipping, limbo rock, zero point and even cam-whore with it. We can play the whole day till 6+, 7pm with just a piece of twine lah. really so much things you can do with a piece of string. I miss grace. Hope she is having fun in Australia. I miss the guys. Haven't been out with them since the last class chalet. I must say NS somehow separates friends. haha. I miss shu zhen, the gan chiong gal. haha. Heard a lot of updates about her but haven't seen her for ages. I miss Ismath and Poo. Especially i just met Ismath a few days ago. I miss xiao fen. We haven't meet up since we said we would soon since don't know when. I miss my PW group. We have lots of problems but lots of fun too. We are efficient! I miss Mr Azahar and Ms Goh, the wonderful teachers who made my A level result this well. I miss the dancing in the class and loud laughter and singing during breaks. I miss our cam-whoring in toilets, in class, at staircases and in canteen. I jus miss 11c..

2008-05-15T16:17:00.003+08:00

Disaster just struck me.

I am supposed to do some telemarketing from now on. And i truly dread that. This simply just ruin my mood............................. Totally.

Sigh... Accept it. You don't have a choice. It's a JOB. You are WORKING. If you can't change anything, change yourself, remember?

Yup. It's not going to be that bad. There's no deadline, I can call whenever i feel like it because i also need to do catalogue packaging. Things will only turn out fine =) I am not doing this for the rest of my life anyway. smile smiles=))))))

The office still smell of burnt. lol.

2008-05-13T12:58:00.003+08:00

I've regained my clarity!! woohooo!! haha. Yup. I changed my left eye's contact lens. The optician told me that if the new lens is still giving me problems, I should stop wearing them. It might be a sign that i will get infection soon. So i went home a little worried, promising myself that i will wash my lenses every night and never wear them for very long hours. I've heard stories on eye infection and i definately won't want to get it. But, as expected, I just dump my right eye's lens into the contact box without washing it when i reached home. haha. I hope i don't get retribution for that =P. The new lens is good. Its not giving me any problems. So i suppose i won't get infection, and i hope i don't. *cross fingers cross toes, pray pray pray.

Today is a good day. I entered the office and was greeted by a box half-filled with chocolate. My boss left it for me. So good, right? I try to do some work but have to stop after doing for a few minutes because we don't have enough tags. So good, right? Then my boss brought back the speaker that Jiaying and I left it in the previous office. It was borrowed from mx actually. We didnt managed to return it. lol. He asked me to use the speaker to hear songs as i like. I could blast the music too, because he finds that the office is a bit dull. So good, right? I played swing with dap after lunch before heading back to the office. Good right? hahaha =D

2008-05-12T11:45:00.003+08:00

Lee Pei Yu is now cetified to make edible pineappletarts and chocolate chips muffins!!! lol. Yes. I made muffins for my mum yesterday for mother's day. It was a success in the first attempt! Well done man, peiyu =). The only setback was that the paper muffin cups couldn't withstand the weight and flattens as i put the dough in. So the muffins look really big and short. haha. And due to laziness, i give up making muffins in the muffin cups, so i put all the remaining dough into a big metal tray and bake it. That muffins was cooked when i tested it. But apparently the middle was a little raw.. hee. Pardon 1st timers, kay.. The main thing is my mum loves it =D

And on Saturday night, we celebrate es advanced bithday. We got the live band to get him up on stage to recieve the presents, and the live band got him to dance pole dance.. lol. So damn funny. Then with all these fun, we missed the last train. Totally sian-ed. We cab home while the rest took night rider. Sorry guys, for making you all cab home with me when you guys can just take NR at a much cheaper rate.. sorry=P.

My left eye contacts lens is giving me problems. It keep shifting away from my iris. Even if its just a few seconds after i shifted it back to the correct position! Irritating man. Boon says i need to get it change cos it expanded and is no longer usable. And I just wore it for the 3rd time, i guess. Sigh..

My boss is cooking lunch now. And i will be having mine with dap later. There goes my free lunch~ Sad-ed.

My schedule is in a mess. I can be going out every night for the whole week and that next week i will be going home at 5 everyday and i am so not loving it. I really don't know what to do in my free week. Maybe i should go borrow a book. I kind of feel a little uncultured when i just waste my time watching television programmes that I am not even interested to watch. But i doubt i will be reading in my free time anyway =P. Will probably just slough in the couch and watch TV anyway. haha. But i will try to read. I hope =D

2008-05-09T16:37:00.002+08:00

Watched 'What Happens in Vegas' yesterday with JC clique. And we came out all saying,"I love it!" Yup, we like the movie though the reviews about it was't good. Its funny. Grossly funny. hahaha. And sweet. Of course the ending was very much expected. But I kind of hope that it will end this way, hence no complains from me =). Well, maybe that's the double standard I have between romance show and the others =P. We later came to a conclusion that guys won't like this show. But actually i don't know why so.. lol.

I have decided to watch more movies with my JC clique and watch less with my YEC or/and NP gang. Because everytime i watch with JC clique, the movie will be a great movie which everyone loved. But when i watch with YEC or/and NP gang, the movie will be not up to expected standard, and everyone will exit the theater asking who the hell ask to watch this movie. Hmm... JC clique indeed have better taste in choosing movies. hahaha.

The electricians came today. But they are too skilled that they do not need to cut off the power to do their work. There goes my half day again...

2008-05-07T16:36:00.007+08:00

I AM PROUD TO PRESENT THIS JIAYING-DESIGNED BLOGSKIN!!!!

hahaha. Wanted to use another sweeter skin, but i chance upon this designed by my very good friend, whom i didnt know design skins, and decided to use it =) Its so cool, girl!! You're so talented man! Well, i truly hopes she sees this. For a friend who blogs like once a month, i can't help but worry that she won't notice this forever. hahahah.

Anyway, I am more proud of myself than i am of her. hee.. For a total computer idiot to do up a decent blog by herself is amazing. At least amazing to me. lol. html is so interesting lah. Have been scrutinising it while changing templates. Its so like short form. hahah. Bad analogy, i suppose. But who cares.

I didnt get my half-day off today. dumb eletrician-_- But i might get it on Friday =) I hope.

I was listening to my mp3 at work. And of course i sing along, since there is no one. Everyone's behind the wall. But there are survilance cameras. 6 of them. laughs. Hope my co's products are not so high tech till they can record sounds with images =P By the way, i think only 4 are working.

Light pollution... ... Interesting eh? I still don't really understand what it is all about after reading the article on it. Its... too much light, from what i have understood from it. And some cons about too much lighting, i guess.

yoga. stretch stretch.

2008-05-06T14:25:00.015+08:00

Yups. I got the NTU acceptance letter =) Got into Biological Science. I ought to be happy, i mean, i am, really. But the moment i saw 'Bio Sci' on that letter last night, i realise i didnt smile or feel excited. I don't really know why. Or maybe, i do. haha. I thought i might get in Chem & Biochem actually. Especially after knowing Xiao Fen also got an interview on that course. I mean, its nice knowing that you've got a company. Especially so when most of my friends are pretty arts or anti Bio and Chem and lab. And I have already ruled out the possibility of entering Bio Sci as i always thought this course is too great for my grades.
And also, not entering my 1st choice even after I went for the interview meant that i FAILED the interview!! lols. I should have known better. Which idiot would say she didnt do as well as expected because the paper was too tough for her to the interviwer who already kind of belittle her? And i still think that I stand a chance since the interviewer was promoting the course so hard to me.

Well, so I wasnt feeling especially excited last night though i should be. But, SLEEP is always the best remedy. haha. I don't feel a thing when i woke up this morning =). And i don't need to make up any excuses or reasons to make myself feel better like i tried last night. lols. In fact i am happy i entered it. I entered a course which i thought i am not good enough to enter while a little part of me still hopes to be in it. It doesn't really matter if it is more chem or more bio. I love them both =) And at least i got into uni, and even got into a course which i have interest on. What more should i ask for? Okay =D I shall go see the Bio Sci website and regain my interest and passion towards this course. hahahas. And i hope to get NUS letter real soon even if it is rejection letter. It just beats waiting. lalalal~ but i want an acceptance letter.

oooH!! Updates on the funs i had these few days.

030508 sat: Blood donation seminar then Arch house

The seminar is so enriching, can? hahas. learn alot about blood. What rhenus group, H antigen etc etc. Sooo damn interesting. Well, of course, its bio, okay. But then, as a rusty student, what i have understood then was forgotten now.. hehe =P

The dinner at Arch hse was just so GREAT man. Her mum is soooo nice lah. How i wish my mum can cook like her. hahaha. Impossible. How would my mum know how to cook Indian food?? lols. And its so funny talking to arch, n the sf sisters. Haven't been laughing so hard for some time. haha. Best joke of the day: during a sec 4 eng lesson, Arch thought that Fang was possess because she scream like mad when she saw a worm on her. Laughs laughs.

PICTURES~ serious ladies are the prettiest

trying to be little girls
kids... ...
nice pic. becos of the skilled photographer.
a pity i can't rotate it.

040508 sun: at home
Its just so wonderful to nap the whole day at home. Don't you agree?
I wished dap Happy Birthday at the last minute while i am sleeping. but tat means i woke her up too.. hehe.

050508 mon: Celebrate Dap's birthday 1 day late.
Hotpot Culture is packed and we can't eat there. Sad-ed. The food bloggers made me drool and i can't get to eat it?! @^&^*(*(*$#. hahas. I have gone bonkers due to extreme hunger lah. Anyway, settled at Changing Appetite after much struggle. haha. The trainee waitress was so cute lah. When da peng you ask her how is mushroom chicken (i think is called this) like, she replied, " its.. err. chicken, with... mushroom..." L-O-L, can? Wondering if its a stupid question or stupid answer.. haha. But she have got amazing memory. She remembered who ordered what when there is like 6 main dishes order, 2 drinks order and 1 dessert order. Pei fu pei fu. And i have gone bonkers again due to extreme full-ness. Anyway i hope dap dap enjoyed it.

2008-05-02T15:05:00.001+08:00

Anyway, just a little update.
i had fun yesterday!! woohoo..
Pinic at Botanic garden with my np cum yec friends a.k.a gossip group. how 'song2' n creative we can be. haha. Camwhore-ing the whole day actually. but it was fun.
Lucky i didnt make many sandwich. We have to play games to force leftover down our throats. Even so, we threw away some food in the end and that includes half of the sandwiches i have done. sobs man.
Dinner with Canoe j3s n 4s at suntec secret recipes. I am soooooo amazed by myself. Cos i found my way there WITHOUT any help. Grace is as surprised too. haha. Coffee at jco was good. nice place with nice drink. =) The trip back home was ramdom and lame. we were bluetooth-ing music and we change our hp names into random stuffs like track shoes, school bags and fingernails. other ideas we came up with were pe attire, eyebrow, eye lashes etc. laughs man.

i want to go on a sea ex. but i think i have lost touch. got to see if there is any chance i can go kayak n brush up my skills and speed. yea. i am a slow kayaker though i am from canoe team. wad a disgrace yea? hahaha. who cares man. i am from a LEISURE canoe team okay. hahahaha.

2008-05-02T14:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha. i am so bored i need to do this. L-O-L.
Not that i don't like blogging watsoever, but i guess mine wont't survive long. Guess i will delete it soon. haha.
AND..., I am such an idiot i don't know how to use html. I can't change my blog skin or anything.
Creating blog is easy. Making it nice is another thing. ohwell. i shall explore.